emotions gone wrong

2009-08-27T03:29:00.001+08:00

Do come down to support me! its only $15. Contact me directly or email "Concert Tickets" to redsurvivors@live.com to reserve tickets NOW!!!

I really hope to see you there and i really hope that you can spread the word and call as many people as we can. =)

SEE YOU THERE!

2009-08-14T01:23:00.002+08:00

Happy 4 Years Anniversary Dear. thanks for the movie and sakura. really enjoyed the sashimi. hehehe

Well im off to camp in a few hours time and i'll be back on sunday. i'll blog more when i come back. now its times to go and sleep. though i really havent packed my bag yet. im sure i can do it in the morning. bye for now...

2009-08-10T14:18:00.002+08:00

Happy National Day Singapore!!

ok so im a day late in wishing, but so what! its the thought that counts right? hahaha.

alright, so im gonna talk about 8.8.09! k wait lemme recall what i did that day. ah yes, it was a faithful saturday. supposed to go jamming but i woke up late and i was really lazy to go and plus i had to meet sharanya early. apparently, we were celebrating jacq's, hexun's, char's and cal's birthday that day. so i met shar at about 5plus and then we went hunting for prezzies.. then the rest came and waited at starbucks. then we went down ben&jerry's for ice cream! awesome stuff. then we went to makansutra for dinner. then after that they went back and char and me stayed to watch my uncles!! Gypsy, perform at esplanade. OH but in the mean time we took lots of fotos, LOTS! and I WANT THEM!!!!! so jacq, hexun! u noe i wan it. hahaha. tag me on facebook or something will ya! alright, so then Gypsy played to a capacity crowd at the outdoor stage at esplanade. my hair kept standing, cos they OH SO GOOD. i wish i was like them, no, i don't wish, im just gotta work hard and practice and one day i'll be there too. so yeah, after the show char had to go back, so justyn, my cousin joe, dulcie and me headed over to, god knows where it was. it was somewhere near city hall, somewhere near, i really don't know. erm, near homeclub. which is somewhere at upper circular road. haha. so we ate at the bk coffeeshop or so its called, and we had beer and bakchormee. did i spell that right? yeah. then we went to this lan shop and played left 4 dead. totally totally cool. then we played till the place closed then we headed down to mustafa to check out dvds. and then we headed home. i reached home like 6++? or is it 7. yeah around there. haha. and it was awesome day... i got no pics though, cos im using a china fone and the cam sucks so i don't bother taking and fotos so i guess i have to wait till i get tagged or something then i'll just upload them here.

then yesterday was a lazy day, stayed home till around evening and i went to my uncle's place for dinner. watched the ndp live and then singapore idol. my sis and my neice went to the parade and im sure she totally enjoyed herself, shes totally damn cute, all clad in red and white. haha. oh and speaking of singapore idol. you gotta gotta GOTTA vote for my cousin when its time to start voting. i wont say who just yet. so stay tuned and you'll find out. HAHA. omg i sound like some radio dj, hmmm, i don't mind but yeah, i gotta stay funny all the time, and honestly it aint that easy. so yeah that was my day yesterday.

today im just gonna stay home and slack and do some admin work. oh and im changing my guitar strings too. i totally hate doing it. but yeah. i have to. lol!

oh and im currently addicted to a new song. k the song is old but i just happen to get addicted to it. its Joan Osbourne's One of Us. heres a version done by MarieDigby, she has a heavenly voice. totally suits the song. oh and heres the link:- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ty6XkY3O7b8 do click and enjoy her beautiful voice.

2009-08-01T19:43:00.002+08:00

my oh my... its really been ages since i last blogged. i nearly forgot how to upload a pic. hahaha. just been really busy. been busy with school, project, youth for causes, cca, training, the list goes on. and also i've been just so lazy to blog about my life. hahaha. everything seems to happen so fast, i cant really keep track of whats going on. and i cant really be bothered to pen it down from time to time, though i think its a good habit, at least i have something to remind me wat im doing here in the first place. well, i think the biggest highlight is that i did my hair. haha. i did it last friday if i recall correctly, straightened, cut and highlighted it. totally love my current hair. i wish it can last forever. but its ok. always game to try something new.

been really sick this couple of days. since tuesday if im not wrong. or is it wed. either one. had a fever yesterday morning at 39.1degrees. thats totally crazy. never had that high fever before... got 5 days mc but its ending soon =( time to get back to reality. been resting at home. playing facebook like nobody's business. yeah. but its good to actually sit there and, well, do nothing. havent got a chance to that in a really long time. so i'm in a sadistic way, happy that i fell sick. but its not funny ar. really damn sick. haha. but im feeling better now. somesort. still gotta take my meds.. thankfully the meds work.

gosh...what else can i say... erm... well i don't really have much to type about. oh only that my mood seems to be super low when im sick. i'm not sure if that happens alot. but yeah, im like easily pissed off. must be those bloody wonder drugs the doctor gave me. haha.

ohoh and im currently addicted to Lesley Roy's Unbeautiful. her voice is just sexay... haha. heres the link. go check it out. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4loBTNvxXiY

well tomorrow i gotta attend a national day dinner... which reminds me how close national day is hence reminding me that its time to start studying cos the exams are coming too. so yeah. more or less lifes been...kinda draggy but great in its own little way. somehow i still find it weird to type out my day though i've been doing it for what, two years? i don't know. but anyways. i shall just get used to it i guess....

oh and i totally LOVE MY HAIR! ^^

2009-07-08T22:03:00.002+08:00

busy busy busy busy BUSY!!!

been so damn busy man. so drained... so tired... no time to blog. no time to do stuff i love. well, i guess i gotta start making time.

tired....hhaha

sch is a bummer... now got h1n1.. security stepped up. gotta wear the lanyard when the bloody bouncers around. sian lar. then exam coming soon. got event coming soon. so much coming soon. i need a break after this.

2009-06-20T09:56:00.002+08:00

im back from camp! camp was awesome man. though it was hectic and tiring. it was great. and also though my group members were...well...i cant say much of them. at first, like talking to wall like that. and no initiative. no nothing. but i guess after our hardwork they've been better and bonded together. i'll like post up the pics and the camp details soon...

today going sentosa watch lifes a beach. hopefully it'll be awesome. =)

2009-06-14T18:30:00.001+08:00

I'm off to camp.....

i'll be back on thursday....

catch ya soon....!

loves....

2009-06-05T22:25:00.004+08:00

so another day passed. went to school today. faced some people. most of them that came were not pissed with me. actually, all lar. i think. i hope that carries on. its not settled. i've tried to forget, doesnt work. theres so much i can do i guess. my life still needs to go on. i guess i gotta be strong and just face it. and try my best to solve it. you know you're wrong. just admit it. but nvm. some people are just like that. if i were childish, i could do the same with you. but im not. i wont go down to your level. so i guess i just gotta live with it.

2009-06-04T12:48:00.002+08:00

I'm very disappointed. Ms Chu, im really very disappointed by your childishness and your professionalism. k fine, so the class was planning a class chalet, and yes of cos there will always be two parties fighting for their view. frankly, i wasnt in any part of the party, cos i cant go for one and i know your pattern, once you made the decision you won't change it, so i didnt even bother fighting. i was really unhappy with how you talk to people and how you deal with things. i dare say you're really petty and overly sensitive. there was no arguement, there was no unhappiness between you and me, but you twisted a innocent question into something to vicious. i commend you for your effort but really, its grossly unnecessary. when i asked you about how much money we had, i am not being calculative, even though i should be cos its OUR money. but i wasnt, can't i be concerned? and then i asked how much balance after the chalet. you know i somewhat always plan things for the class, try to get the class together. i never meant any harm or hurt you know. then after that i was wondering, wow, not everyone is going and yet there is a shortage of money, and then the teachers were invited too right? yeah, so i was just wondering out of concern that if the teachers were contributing to the chalet. i mean, i know for a fact that the teachers won't eat our money. but what harm is it asking? shouldn't you be glad that im concerned in the first place? i never even meant to be rude, if i did, i would be giving you a piece of my mind. i was just being concerned. then yst when we tried to explain to you, you keep deviating from the topic and you kept confusing yourself. did you realise that jason was doing the talking and not me? cos i honestly was not happy, and to prevent myself from getting into more trouble, i put in effort and self-control to prevent my tongue from lashing out unpleasnant things. i totally don't understand why you're like that. even crystal who wasnt so called on our side, came to talk things out and find out the main reasons why we said what we said. and she agreed too that its not out of unhappiness but out of concern. then when i was outside only then you mention my name. its as good as talking behind my back. firstly, you shouldnt use that excuse of oh the class later think that the teachers really eating money. that thought shouldnt even been in your thoughts. the class even said that they're not so money minded. and then, you used that against me? say that im money minded. oh come on lar. please. i'm not even going for the goddamn chalet. and ya, its only ten dollars i've contributed. so not even kicking up a fuss. i even told crystal to tell you that im not even angry or mad or watever like that. you're the one that manipulated my words and twisted the story and then believing that that is the fact and whats happening. i cant believe you're so mindless. as a teacher and lecturer, can't you behave more maturely. the things you say. asking me to shut up right in my face in front of the class, thats not a pleasant thing to do. but i've never said anything cos of how i hate it, i still have to respect you as the teacher and not embarrass you in front of the class. but you think little of that and just carry on doing that as and when you feel its necessary. but excuse me, being rude is totally unnecessary. you even said yesterday, lecturers don't bare grudges, i should have recorded what you say. cos i believe that line is a total lie coming out from your mouth. cos i know your pattern. even that time when i harmlessly questioned you about you not telling the class that the lesson was cancelled, i already said i was just asking a question and not instigating you at all. but you take it so defensively and think that i am. and you keep bringing it up in such a sarcastic tone. but as a student, i once again humble myself and not say anything. i even try to forget it and continue active participation in your class. yesterday, we tried hard to explain to you our story and rational behind the things that we did, but im sure u werent listening. we were explaining and not putting the blame on you, and you were rantting on how hurt you were? whats there to be hurt about. ok fine, everyone has different kinds of feelings and i should be sensitive when i talk to people. but is it a wrong and fault that i was being concerned? ok maybe you misunderstood me and thought i was being advocative of my views in a negative way? so the three of us tried explaning and it didnt work. you kept beating around the bush and not coming to a closing conclusion. and then, today, when me and jason was not in class, you took advantage of this opportunity to phsycho the 'not so aware of the situation' class of what you wanted them to know. how dare you talk behind our backs with all that lies spouting from that evil mouth of yours. and how dare you say that i not even going, why should i care for the money, hello, its my freaking money in there too you know. but i wasnt even concerned from the beginning about you eating up my money, i was thinking about the class of how the money will be most effectively spent. and now, it seems you've won the battle by making the class dissappointed with me. it seems that now because of me asking that question, and hurting you, you've returned the money to the class and said that if we still want to carry out the bbq/chalet, we'll have to do it ourselves? and of cos, the class might just believe the teacher more than their own classmate, and also i didnt have the chance to defend myself. but so be it okay. if the class still excludes me from now on, i cant do anything, but i really hope you guys believe me. because of ms chu's evil mouth, i am put to blame. i never even meant for any of this things to happen. im really saddened and dissappointed on how childish she can get and how manipulative she is. lets see how tomorrow. but i guess, i should say im sorry...sorry for being concerned. its just unfair. and, unjust. i never thought this would happen to me in my life, but thanks to the manipulative sly motherfucking hypocritical bitch. i've gotten myself into this mess. BITCH!!!!

2009-05-24T20:48:00.002+08:00

And the winner is....Kris Allen...

Well, i kinda expected Adam to win but then again, i guess this guy deserved it. I'm looking forward to his album, cos i think his quite current. Adam's one would be good too i presume, his quite theatrical. and stuffs... i hope i spelt that word right. haha... well tmr is back to sch... im soooo looking forward to that...not..

been really busy and i would still continue to be busy. i hope my body don't break down. whole week got things on. including weekends.... rawr... need a break, need a holiday...

and im considering to get the samsung pixon... should i? i duno if its realiable or not. i hope it is. cos my current one is definately not.

2009-05-20T19:24:00.002+08:00

So its down to two.. Adam Lambert and Kris Allen. Who do ya think is gonna win? Both different styles but great voices. In my opinion i cant decide. both i like and both i will support. its really a tough call. well tonight its gonna be performance night so i shall see how they perform tonight and probably base it from there. So be sure to catch the performance tonight, i can't wait for tonight's performance. Simon says Adam will win, we shall see... Well thats enough of american idol.

School was alright today, kinda draggy yet time passed by rather quickly today. school started at 10 and as usual i was kinda late. School is actually rather boring actually, i don't really have much to talk about at all.. owells, hopefully tomorrow is better. i got a packed day and i got 3 things happening more or less at the same time. I got BL meeting at 4, Interact meeting at 5 and Floorball training at 5. i guess, though i kinda need to go to the meeting, i'll be going for training cos i've missed quite a few already and its rumoured that there will be selections tomorrow. i guess i cant miss that. i hope that the ccas die down cos i am getting quite drained from all the responsibilites that i carry. but im not complaining, i've actually enjoyed myself and i've learn so much things from all that. so yeah. its one hell of a amazing opportunity for me.

2009-05-19T20:18:00.002+08:00

i've finally cut my hair again. and i also highlighted it red. but i dont have a nice pic yet cos my stupid sonyericsson handphone crashed...AGAIN!...for the third time. which sucks alot. but nvm, i think i'll be changing my handphone... well, nothing much happened....i think... didnt have school today cos my class was in some pilot project regarding the elearning thing. lol. seriously dumb and waste of time but nvm i enjoyed my stay at home. lol! well thats pretty much my exciting life. supposed to go floorball today and stuff but lazy lar. lol. this whole week i got lots of stuff going on so i hope i don't break down halfway. lots of expectations and stuffs to do. but well im enjoying life now so i shan't complain much. =)

2009-05-09T10:54:00.003+08:00

had to do ushering for grad day for the snrs... and then we had fun taking fotos... BL all the way!!

watched startrek with char and family. it was great. nice story line..

2009-05-03T11:52:00.004+08:00

watched wolverine last night at tm. wow i must say its a great show. actually, all the xmen movies are great, love em all. the effects was great, although, the entire plot about wolverine, i mean, its ok lar, just that i dun really fancy him from the start, but yeah, its cool. =) but i think they show more of the other mutants' powers too. but yeah, more or less it was great. so now im interested in knowing how did jean grey and storm come about. im sure they had a great story too.

2009-05-02T18:46:00.002+08:00

shit man i've not blogged for a really long time and i think my blog is like dead? i got just too much to blog about that i don't even bother to try blogging. but i shall just post fotos later on when im free... been watching alot of movies lately. gonna watch wolverine later. yeah.

so far, life has been like that. same old. been accepted in a comp, which i will elaborate when i have the time and post up some nice pics too. (need all the advertising i can) hehe. been having floorball practs...er, oh yes, taking my forklift license now... stuff like that... nothing much to blog about...

and strangely, i've been really happy lately, yet when i come home and sit on my bed, i feel i've accomplished nothing in the day, but fact is that i have. i don't know, i need to find that inner happiness?? and yes i've been going to church, im not heading in that kind of direction of happiness. just...i dunno... owell

2009-04-11T11:26:00.002+08:00

Well I don't have much to blog about actually, this week had been pretty busy, had BL training, then, yeah, haha, ok BL training was pretty fun lar, the jrs were quite cooperative and stuff. yeah, had church yst and thursday. and i took photos of my church, in the day and night, and its quite nice, i just realised i took it from almost the exact same angle, so yeah.

i got more pictures but im lazy to upload them. im gonna watch fast and furious later. so im really looking forward to that.

2009-03-30T00:59:00.002+08:00

here i stay lying motionless on the floor
covered with tears bled from my eyes
my heart beats the footsteps of you walking away
the barbwire wrapped around me just tears through my skin

i find the pain so consuming and overbearing
the pain i inflicted upon myself
the pain i inflicted upon you
the pain we're suffering as individuals...together

my fingers rattle on the abort button
but i know i have this mission so finish
one day that paradise will be unearthed
succeeding this treacherous barren desert wasteland

2009-03-23T19:52:00.002+08:00

watched paul blart mall cop yst.. its an alright show.. though it really lacks a good story line, its just..well..alright? quite funny at times but other than that, its all about a fat bloke saving the day in his somewhat fantasy mindset. haha..

2009-03-23T17:25:00.003+08:00

Had a BL bbq at pasir ris beach.. had really a fun time... was drenched... haha... i got nth much to blog lar... just lots of photos... so here goes... i got more, but i didnt upload all, cos dun have me! hahaha.. if you want them come and ask me i'll send you via msn or something...

we dumped people in the sea, and no matter how hard i fought, they brought me in too.. haha.. but it wasnt easy fighting all of em..lol
we celebrated wan's birthday too... didnt really turn out a 'dry' one..
and finally it ended with a birthday splash

2009-03-19T23:31:00.002+08:00

oh man! i cut my hair today... and it looks good man... so happy with my hair! heh... its like some japanese influenced cut.. pretty good lar the fella..

then after that went with char to go watch DMC... its really... i got nth to say.. dun waste ur money on this show ar.. go dload it.. it'll cost better... the character is damn gay and annoying and the storyline is quite dumb... but the music is cool ar... and its quite funny...here and there... but ya... stupid ar...

after that went to pizza hut for dinner... and that pretty much wraps up my day...

ps. i love my hair

2009-03-13T11:54:00.001+08:00

OH I JUST REALISED ITS FRIDAY THE 13...!

hahahaha ok random!

2009-03-13T11:32:00.005+08:00

went out yst with charmaine... happy 43mths dear.... we watched the show coming soon... she wanted to be brave and so we decided to watch it. it was a pretty good show, not that scary, just a little shocking... but its ok lar, nothing i cant handle. i like the directing and i think its pretty good actually. the ending is epic man. hahaha. i wont spoil the ending, so u gotta go watch this show. the storyline is rather simple but i guess its not the story line ure after if u go watch horror shows...

2009-03-11T19:48:00.008+08:00

woohooo!! the exams are finally over and the holidays has finally begun!! hahaa...

studied at cathay starbucks on monday and tuesday... i must say it was really effective and i think it did help me quite a bit, and the company was great too lar... so we studied almost the whole day... and when it came to the end, well, almost the end, we got bored, so we decided to cam whore. hahaha...

day 1
stressed ah!!!!

day 2
act nerd ar.. lol
faceless!
facial expression is classic...
it was really tiring, and lucky i brought my cards.. so we ended up playing taiti and studying. hahha but it worked lar...

now that the exams are over... damn! the feeling of freedom is soo awesome.!

2009-03-10T11:41:00.009+08:00

I went to Bintan for a retreat on saturday, and i came back on sunday. man was it great! seriously, i enjoyed myself... it was my first time there and definitely it will not be my last! i mean, the water is clear enough to look at the fish swimming next to feet! man! it was a great break before my exams, yes the irony, but hey, im all charged up for the exams.. i think i shall do this more often, take a holiday before my exams so i will do well for my exams which in turn will reward me with another holiday. muahahaha... me and my devious plans. heh, but it worked this time round, im so pumped up for tommorrow's paper man.. i so want it to be over and done with... so anyway, back to my bintan story, we took the ferry from tanah merah ferry terminal... heres some pics, though i didnt take picture of everything cos i didnt bring my fone wherever i went, i should have, cos the biggest regret is to take the picture of the beach. which is like, super awesome man, seriously. it really takes your breath away, i mean, its not THAT fantastic, but its really awesome compared to east coast park. hahaha...

heres at tanah merah ferry terminal, the buggers boarding the ferry.. after this right, there was this, i think it was this japanese woman. yeah, she looks kinda japanese, either that or korean. ah whichever lar. anyway, she was quite giddy when her ferry, like arrived, then she went down to the platform, and she was so giddy, she was like drunk la, it was so so so funny, i regret a taking a video of her, seriously, hahaha, i cant stop laughing even thinking about it now. haha, it was really hilarious man. she like drunk, then she held on to the baggage carrier and she was holding her head. hahaha. then her legs all like jelly like that. lol! ok i shall stop laughing at other people. lol!

this is the view after we left the terminal

i swear this boat looks like its gonna ram into us lar. scary...

in the ferry, my sisters and grandmother and ME! =)

overexposed picts can be nice sometimes

the deep blue sea.. its just sea sea sea for miles man... but i like that pic, it has just nature's creations in it.

this is the first pic i took in indonesian waters... we were alr reaching bintan... it took like an hour to reach there by ferry...
haha oh ya! this is the indonesian customs boat... hahaha... its so...well, nvm, i cant comment. lol!

this is was some random thingy, i dunno what it was doing there and what it symbalises. all i know its a giant eagle and it looks nice. so i took it anyway, this was when we were in the bus going to the resort
if you thought the eagle was strage, i saw this along the way too...

hey look! theres a tiger on the electricity cables... this was just before we reached the resort...

upon arrival, there was welcoming party to bring us in... it was really warm and there were dancers and musicians playing traditional instruments. then they gave us ice towels and orange juice, abit of vodka would be nice in it but owell, its ok... then we dumped our bags at one side and then we had lunch at the one of the resort's restaurants. it was buffet, and wow, the food was great lar. the steak was abit too cooked, but the taste was great. the lamb was awesome too... then there was like, really alot of food ar, just kept eating and eating and eating... then after that we checked into our rooms...

this is the room i stayed in, shared it with another yec member... we stayed in the newana resort, not sure of the spelling, i think its spelt like that

and these are the view from my room... cant really see much cos its on the second floor.

after checking in our rooms, we had to go for a seminar and SM Goh was the GOH for the retreat lar actually, so ya. he was there too... and then after that we went to play games, organised by my yec, so ya. it started to drizzle but we still continued to play. haha... and i really respect SM.. cos he really noes how to have fun...

and then after the games, it was water games mind u, so we all had showers and then the rest of them took a bus to the kelong for dinner, but as usual, i was late, and so were a few others, so we took a buggy there. hahaha. it was so fun...

yeah this was in the buggy on the way to the kelong

this is the view just outside the kelong restaurant. pretty nice huh...

this is my crab king... hahaha... cant really see la, but i used peices of crab and scallop to make the face...

oh and dinner was great. we had like, real lobster salad, erm, sharkfin's soup, oh and then some other stuff, abalone and black pepper crab...and stuff... something like that. yeah.. it was ok lar, though the portions weren't really exactly what u call alot lar, but it made me contented...

the night sky was simply simply awesome. if i had a better cam rite, u would see the moon surrounded by patches and patches of clouds with holes in between them, it was really fantastic, i stood there and just stared at it like for many mins... hahaha.. wow, really breath taking. i wish i could take the pic properly but i was just too dark for my cam. well i saw this on the way to the beach club/bar/disco kinda thing... its all outdoors, which is pretty cool... and like, they were playing house music and stuff.. ok lar, pretty nice place to just dance and drink and chill out. oh and they serve awesome thin crust pizza.. so yeah, we ordered a couple of drinks... and then danced abit, and then i was abit freaked by the gays, but nvm, i drove em away.. haha... then we went back to the resort and we opened our own drinks we bought at singapore's duty free.. we had white wine, vodka and beer... hahaha, slowly everyone started falling aslp and it was funny seeing em like that... haha, in the end i finished all their drinks, well, almost all the vodka and left one more beer. we bought six bottles of beer. haha, and i still wasnt drunk man, i just wanna try to get drunk at least once, to know how sucky it feels. haha.. but i tried, didnt work.. the rest were pretty kinda out. hahaha! owell, i shall not laugh at them... and then i slpt about 4 plus... mind u i was studying all the while i was drinking... haha..

woke up in the morning to the sound of my stupid alarm, which i set la, womanizer somemore. haha. about 8 like that... then we headed down to breakfast. it was an ok spread. the rendang was awesome. and they had like chefs to cook whatever kind off u want. and i got lucky, cos this egg has twins... its not two eggs, its just one egg with two yolks. lol

after breakfast we went down to the pool, which i didnt bring my cam so i don't have all the photos yet. my chairman had a waterproof cam so we took under water pics and stuff. which was really cool, and the pool was an infinity pool which was really nice to take pictures... haha, not to mention the hot babes there, but owell, lets not get there. hahaha.. anyway, there was a pool bar there but then we rmbed we still had vodka so we brought it down and drank at the pool. hahaha. it was cool man, really.. i really should have brought my cam, take pic of the beach. it was totally awesome awesome awesome. there was this tiny island thingy in the middle of nowwhere with like weird rock formations on it. haha..

well after that we went to lunch at the restaurant but decided it was just too long for us to wait so we just took photo and left. hahaha

oh there was this giant chess set downstairs, next to the restaurant, its so cool lar

then we went on the shuttle bus to the food court thingy to have lunch and it brought us for a mini tour and we saw elephants. i think it was for the elephant rides. im not too sure..

and also there was ponys there, for the pony rides...

then after lunch, we had phototaking with the whole group at the main enterance of the resort. heres a pic with the yec members who went with SM Goh

and heres a pic of my family who went and SM Goh... man his tall...! lol!

this is alr on the way to the Bintan ferry terminal... haha, my face was red man, sun burnt!

i like this pic... the road was really all like that all the way to the ferry terminal

this was already in the ferry, the whole top deck was blocked out for us... haha.. cool rite

and this is pics of the sea and stuff, on the ferry on the way back... those gray lines is not dirt on the window, is actually the sunray cutting through the clouds... its really nice...

and then when we reached singapore waters, there was a coast guard which gave us an escort all the way back to the terminal.. well usually they don't la, but cos SM was with us, they needed to, haha, his really a nice man, haha, very friendly and stuff.

so ya, that was pretty much my trip... i hope i didnt miss out anything.... and i really had fun... i really hope to go back there someday... gotta save up though, it aint that cheap... well... thats about it... thats how i spent my weekend...

2009-03-05T13:34:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Justyn! ok, technically its belated lar, cos ur birthday was yst.. but i didnt blog yst! so... ok. watever....

celebrated his birthday on sat, feb 28... justyn brought joshua, novia and me to go eat seoul garden at marina square there.. wow man, it was really really a feast. seriously. the amount of meat i ate. haha... there was really just mountain fulls of meat. theres pictures. and its kinda in the wrong order, thanks to bloggers fantastic uploading order. so... u just gotta turn ur head upside down or something. haha.

this is the end product, after almost 3 straight hours of eating, we're kinda done.. lol

smiley face soup

we just kept cooking meat like that, over and over again. hahaa.. i was kinda sick of meat actually..

so well, before this we had jamming, called a new bassist to try out, and he was like not bad lar, very technically good, he knew his stuff. so i hope he stays. haha

oh and, i was super drunk on meat, i threw up after dinner, lol! and it sucks to just throw up meat, cos its all chunky and smells of meat. hahaha.. but well, after that i was fine. hahha...

well, exams are coming soon, next week to be exact. and...im going to bintan over the weekends, i'll be back sunday afternoon-evening...

well, its time to hit the books again.

2009-02-25T23:10:00.002+08:00

yay yay yay im officially 18! im legal man! hahahaha. well that means i can drink! drive! and can do watever i want! well, not quite, and also, i can go to jail now. so... yay. HAHA! i so good boy lar, wont go jail... so anyway, family celebrated my birthday with me at my place. i'll post up the pics another time. and justyn made this uber big card for me. lol, u compare it with a the drumset, yar, thats how big it is. hehe. tks bro!

oh heres almost all or in fact, all that i got for my birthday. heh heh heh. really thankful to get all this and really thankful for everyone who made my birthday an awesome one, really really am. thanks so much! =) and im finally super happy to be 18 and now, i shall await to enrole for driving. and then, life will be soooooooooooooo much better. =)

had floorball physical training today, quite relaxed lar, i expected a whole lot more. but ya, it was ok... did the usual running and all the other body torturing activities. lol. but ok lar, then we learn some tactic here and there, and like, ya. cool la. tmr going training again, but its courts. haha. so loving it man... oh, after training, i saw this really really great rainbow. its really nice.

ya can see? haha. nice rite? i got more la but i lazy upload. so ya, tmr i got somemore training.

exam coming soon also, gotta start studying alr, i must get A man, i need to pull up my GPA. but all talk and no action also problem, so i really gotta start studying super soon.

2009-02-20T23:58:00.002+08:00

omg omg omg omg! my birthday is just like 2 min away? hahahah! yay! im damn happy. im gonna be 18 man! like, LEGAL! lol! im like so crazily happy la, damn excited, can sign up for driving seh! hahahahah

oh and thanks keith, desmond, arul, bryan, gary for coming over and giving me that surprise. lol! wasnt expecting it at all man. hahaha... i'll post up the pics soon ah.

and thanks char for the lovely dinner tonight. =) really enjoyed myself eating and talking. hahahaha!

2009-02-13T03:43:00.002+08:00

today is Friday the 13th!!! and EVERYONES GONNA DIE!!! LOL!

haha yeah right... omg im like quite excited eh, my 18th birthday is coming.... its ACTUALLY COMING!! hahaha... can buy alcohol.. can apply for driving license... can do so many things! wooo! awesome man, hahaha.. but then i realise im getting old... and i dunno if i my last 17 years has been spent well.. i don't think so lar actually, been lazing my way through till now. so i hope i get my ass moving a lil more.. .haha. and i realise i've not changed my blogskin ever since..i created this darned blog. hahaha. i'll change it prolly during the hols in march. gotta put a postit on my head or smth.. so yst was my three and a half year anniversary. hahaha. 3 and a half rite? ya la correct lar. yeah, its been a while we've been together and we've really been through a lot huh. hahaha. good that when the going gets tough, we dun quit on each other. haha. owell, i hope that this lasts a long while ya... hahaha.. and then tmr is valentine's day... the day flower shops cover costs for the rest of the year, lonely ppl mourn, some couples pretend its the first day they got together and some guys will go chase some girls and then yea...blah blah blah blah... hahaha BORRRING... hahaha owell...

ohohoh! u noe why im not sleeping now at 3.49am listening to green day now? cos i slept at, hmmmm wat time, let me see.. like. about 11? or 10, im not sure. yeah well, then i woke up about 2 like that, ahaha, i tot it was like 8 in the morning or smth like that. then i look at the sky, i was like, wtf, why is it so damn dark, then i looked at my fone and it was like 2 plus. ahaha, and i feel like im ready to go to sch or smth. im like not tired, AT ALL! hahaha.. so i was playing stupid pet society just now, its super lame but it kills times rather fast... then now i decided to blog cos i've not touched this thing in a long time and i shud be blogging more lar. all my 2million fans everyday come my blog expecting an update. hahahahahaha! im feeling damn hungry now, I NEED FOOD... I NEED FOOD... I NEED FOOD...

alright, green day is still playing...

oh im going to the saf logisitics base later in the afternoon. its some ar, excursion shit by the sch. hahaha. i hope its fun lar, can see all the cool stuffs the army use... haha... but soon it'll be my turn so yeah, aint that cool anymore...

oh, i was doing some quiz just now, about what aphrodisiac i was... and i was the wine... i didnt even noe that was a aphrodisiac lar. i onli noe tiger's testicles and spanish fly. hahaha...

You are very naturally sexy and inviting. You don't have to try too hard.
The longer people spend time with you, the more drawn in they become.

You believe that seduction shouldn't be rushed, you like to savor every moment.
Going too fast kills the excitement. You like to indulge all of your senses.

quite true lar huh. hahaha... ok well now i guess i gotta go get some slp if not tmr i'll be extremely tired. hahaha.

2009-02-05T18:23:00.002+08:00

ok, i realised that i have not updated this blog for eons now!

much has been done and much time has passed.

i don't really have much to type, i mean, everyday is a regimented day. wake up, go to school, play taiti (LOL), stay back if got cca, go home. so yeah. haha.

oh oh oh ! i died my hair blue black. everyone claims its just black, haha, well, its supposed to be the idea lar, look black, but it has a tinge of blue in it. hmmm, wat else...tests, oh had some softwear tests recently...they were okay... hmm...nothing much really, oh! yes! my handphone got screwed again, hopefully they retrieve the contacts. does asses at sony ericcson, asses, twice alr the same problem. well now i got a cock spare phone to use for another 4 more days. owell...

err.. guess thats about it? so yeah, catch ya soon...

2008-12-27T01:03:00.003+08:00

wooooo! what a rocking christmas this year. though i didnt really do much this year, it was still an awesome christmas.

pre christmas!
i was busy rushing to get presents, cleaning up the house, and boy it really wasnt an easy feat. and ordering food for lunch and dinner.

christmas day!
went to church in the morning. then after that we went to colds storage to pick up the rest of the food, turkey ham and wine and some other stuffs.... then headed back home and then waited for people to come. so yes people came and it was great. the food was great! we sang christmas carols and then the best part came, opening of presents! and really, i was in for a shock of my life...
i unwrapped this big humongous box from my mum and sisters, and i was really shocked, cos firstly, i didnt even noe that was for me, cos i thought it was my sister's things... then she asked me to just take it for her, so i did actually, unwillingly. hahaha, but then when i got it, she said it was my present and open it. i nv knew it was guitar hero, cos i didnt expect her to get it for me. she did ask me what i wanted, and i said that, but she said no it was too expensive, so i just agreed and life went on, but SHIT! hahaha. im damn damn happy man, seriously, awesome man, really. so well, now i got the full set, world tour! hahaha...

heres the rest of my presents so far, mr messy tshirt, planner, tie, levi's vouchers, soap, cologne and handphone strap with my name. man its awesome!!! =))))

heres my guitar hero collection with the guitars... =))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

i wanna say thanks to everyone for the presents. but lets not forget why we even celebrate christmas yeah, i wanna thank God too! for everything that he has done.

Charmaine came over too and i hope she enjoyed herself. haha, i still havent finish torturing her so i shall tmr. =) thanks for the planner and vouchers and the card! and for coming down. heh.

well tmr will be a new day... today keith and arul came over and tried out the guitar hero. haha, it was fun... damn its just so fun!

2008-12-25T00:54:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas =)

2008-12-23T19:31:00.004+08:00

i don't know what to blog...so i'll just post pictures of my neices...
they're the cutest...!

so thats all.

Have a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

2008-12-21T22:23:00.002+08:00

WARNING
IF YOU CANT TAKE THE PICTURES OF DEAD PEOPLE. DON'T LOOK

I warned you..

imagine sitting in a big big room of dead people. the cold air. the cold silence.

just sitting there

with the silence

the only noise you hear are the voices in your head

all the worries of the world is gone

its just you and the bodies

...or is it.

2008-12-18T22:16:00.002+08:00

so i watched twilight today, really good show, the book is even better, but i like movies, don't have to read black text on white paper. hahaha. can eat popcorn and drink coke. totally...awesome...

went with charmaine and her siblings and grandma. hahaha

enjoyed myself lar today. had fun.

note to char: DON'T SO BLUR LEH! HAHAHAHA watch where ure going! lol

2008-12-09T19:39:00.002+08:00

Went to celebrate sharon's birthday at her house on sunday. i really enjoyed myself and appreciated them for having me. im sure char now is much more happy. u noe why. char's god bros are just super cute, both of em. are just cute. seriously, reminds me of my neices. no lar, my neices are cuter! haha..

today i had a performance in school, we performed 3 songs and i hope it was good. i'll post up the video soon.

and i learnt something today, what people say, and what people do, although they may claim something, their actions point likewise. that is how u really noe if the person is sincere or not. and u noe hu is more impt in their life. so the best thing is, don't talk so much, u do it and den u say it, it makes ui feel much better.

2008-12-05T19:54:00.002+08:00

went out with char to white dog cafe for dinner the other day. really enjoyed myself. im sure what we talked about is valuable, we learn from each other alot. if we're unhappy, we can talk things out. im sure now we're much stronger and happier and problems breeze past us with ease. i hope shes happy and that she has a happy life with me in it. i hope..

2008-12-02T13:06:00.004+08:00

Dear Hwei Ye,

I hope that you have a safe journey and a very peaceful one.

Matt.

I was at the wake and i stood there staring at her. What if it wasnt here, what if it was someone i actually loved. and not someone i knew. it was difficult to move on, but eventually you have to. I cant really blog much and i dont want to.

I took these pictures on the way to the wake, its really very beautiful...

2008-11-29T21:51:00.004+08:00

Celebrated my neice's birthday yesterday at Fish n co...

arn't they just so adorable? yeah they are!

the christmas tree in tm

i watched wild child today at cine. haha its quite good lar, quite funny. i recommend it if u got nothing else to do, its quite a good show. =) took these at char's place... nice sunset huh. nice photography too. hahaha im kidding...

2008-11-28T00:38:00.003+08:00

is it really true? when you believe, there can be miracles? even the downest of times, there is still hope? you know, some people don't even the see the point of hoping anymore. whats the point? its never gonna happen. sure if you have the attitude that although you know its not going to happen, u still hope? i mean, thats the whole reason of hope isnt it. but what is hope? allowing yourself to have that feeling that what you want will be gotten? or is it a good way of getting yourself disappointed. is there a fine line between false hope and genuine hope? or does it just fall under the same cathegory and when shit happens, its false hope, but when all good happens, suddenly hoping isnt so bad afterall. i don't even know if im making sense, but it doesnt really matter anyway. is our society today confused the difference between attraction and love? that they tend to mix them up and when attraction fails, they presume love fails. hope...hope...why do we even bother about it. you know why? cos without hope, ur life is meaningless. you wont have a motivation to move towards that hope. hope is like a target, a goal. its something we can all achieve. but also all talk and no action won't end you up any nearer to your target. hoping can even change someone else. just because of that hope you have in him/her. that hope will change that person to a better person hopefully.

it is sad when you actually realise, in life, how much pain you have to go through just to get something/someone you want. you know, the phrase, 'i'm not good enough'. i've thought about it, that phase shouldnt even be in existance. reason being is that we are all not perfect, we all have our flaws and we all have done our fair share of wrong doing. if you really wanna go into specific detail, then we are all not good enough for everyone else. the person you are today is loved by many, liked by others and respected by that special bunch. but you gotta have that confidence that you are one heck of a person...

ok i seriously think that my rants arnt making much sense. i guess im just too sleepy to allow the full capabilities of my brain get realised. haha. oh i saw this super big butterfly today, took a photo but its not really clear.

took this picture a day or so back, i think its quite cool how everyone has their own unique poses. haha

well i'll save my ranting for when im more awake and more alert and actually know what the hell i am talking about. haha. tmrs gonna be another waste time day. CAs are coming soon and i don't think im prepared enough to get the As i want. Will be at camp from 4-7dec. and i got a night cycling even happening on the 12 dec. its gonna be a fun fun time and i recommend everyone to come. so just let me know if you're coming k?

2008-11-26T01:09:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LhUfd8A3KMc
that shit is really some really cool cool stuff... seriously, i wish i can drive like that. hahaha...

guess what! december is coming! *freaksout* haha. my dec is packed man! like so many things to do in the month. CAs are coming, needa study and really memorise alot of things. damn i hate exams, seriously, i so prefer projects, i like doing projects, its fun! hahaha. exams just pulls down my GPA. but its okay, haha, cos thats life. so i got my fone back and im contactable again. yay! lol! im quite lazy to rant so i'll end of here.

2008-11-20T11:24:00.001+08:00

i just lost my stupid handphone in the cab yst. so if u need to contact me, either come online, call my house, or if its very impt, msg charmaine.

2008-11-15T23:32:00.008+08:00

ok i'll just post pictures first...

First up, my cute lil doggie!!

and then theres my class's nov baby celebration......

and then....CAM WHORING IN CLASS! hahahaha..

alright thats all for now... =)

2008-11-15T23:31:00.002+08:00

If you're curious.....

Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 71%

Your Interpersonal Intelligence is High

You are definitely a "people person." You enjoy spending time with others.

You instinctively understand people, and you are both a good counsellor and mediator.

However, there are definitely times when you've had enough. And that's when you cherish being alone.

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.

You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.

Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.

People crave your praise and complements.

Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Intuition

You are:

A true wordsmith - a master of words

Original, spontaneous, and a true inspiration

Highly energetic, up for any challenge

Entertaining and engaging, both to friends and strangers

You Are Navy Blue

You're a true adventurer. You constantly find yourself drawn to new experiences, people, and places.

Sometimes you feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, you feel a bit lost.

You Are Apple Red

You're never one to take life too seriously, and because of it, you're a ton of fun.

And although you have a great sense of humor, you are never superficial.

Deep and caring, you do like to get to the core of people - to understand them well.

However, any probing you do is light hearted and fun, sometimes causing people to misjudge you.

You Are Apple Green

You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you.

And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive.

You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way.

Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know that you want out of life.

You Are Grape Purple

You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that.

People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts.

You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you.

People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person.

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest:

You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.

At Your Lowest:

You feel in a slump and lack creativity.

In Love:

You tend to be many people's ideal partner.

How You're Attractive:

You make people feel confident and accepted.

Your Eternal Question:

"What Impression Am I Giving?"

What Your Favorite Color Black Says About You:

Timeless --- Stylish --- Sophisticated

Overpowering --- Intimidating --- Dominant

Perfectionist --- Controlling --- Competent

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal.

Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men

You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

You Are 67% Impulsive

You are impulsive, which at times leads to irresponsibility.

It's hard for you to say no to all but the most insane propositions.

But you could care less. While your impulsive ways have gotten you in a little trouble - they've made for a very exciting life!

What People Think of Your Mouth

People see you as both genuine and spontaneous.

You really love life, and it shows. You are easy to get to know.

You tend to have a wide circle of friends, and many different interests.

While many people know you, no one can exactly figure you out.

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.

Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations.

Brainy and intelligent, you are intellectual to the point of being incomprehensible.

Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.

2008-11-11T11:04:00.002+08:00

hahaha i forgot how to blog

NOTHING TO UPDATE

tell u a joke, ure gay.

okay, i'll just put up photos later, im in school now, and really, its just super amusing, teacher is 'trying' to teach and the students are just surfing the net and not giving a shit of whats happening. sad... haha...

something happened recently, i forgot wat, till when i remember, it'll remain as my cat died, but then, i didnt ever have a cat, but believe me, it died.

2008-10-13T14:20:00.002+08:00

Its the start of the new school term today. man its back to books and lessons and tuitorials. the hols were great i suppose. i have yet to blog about it actually, cos i really have alot of things to blog about, and countless fotos to be uploaded soon... F1...car shows...movies... i'll talk about em really soon. but it was a great holiday and i really enjoyed myself and relaxed. wanted to work but in the end i didnt have the opportunity to, so maybe probably next holidays i will check out the classified. haha. so having that said, (if u can tell) im rather more serious in life and of life. haha. theres a difference. gotta work harder if i wanna go poly. i just learnt today that having gpa 4 is all that matters, seriously, i really wana go to poly and further my education.

having said that, lets end things on a lighter note cos i should stop blogging alr.

today went to school and they talked about stuff i kinda am not interested to noe but have to anyway. its about the new sem and the new electives and modules we will be covering. as im typing this, my teacher is telling about the electives and wat classes we will be going to soon. i'll add more soon. ta...

2008-09-28T01:07:00.002+08:00

NEED FOR SPEED UNDERCOVER!!!!

the new need for speed following prostreet is coming out! november! 17 if im not wrong.

heres the full story
http://www.gamespot.com/xbox360/driving/needforspeedundercover/news.html?sid=6197907&om_act=convert&om_clk=picks&tag=picks;title;4

2008-09-27T17:05:00.002+08:00

celebrate kai ling's birthday at east coast park on the 25th, it was a surprise thing, haha, it was fun la, BUT MY SLIPPERS BROKE, but nvm, Happy Birthday KL! =) haha,

IM GOING TO THE F1 RACE ON SUNDAY! WOOOOO

collected the tickets today. oh man its gonna be the experience of my life man! lol! thanks so much to my uncle and aunty. they're the best, actually, all of them has always been, i just nv say, =)

totally happy man. damn! i cant believe it. i'll post up all the pictures soon.. hehehee

2008-09-25T11:47:00.002+08:00

Just came back from BLAZE Camp yesterday. it was a Leadership camp held at NACLI. It was pretty good la actually, we had lectures and maybe only a couple hours of games on the first two days. the lectures mainly consisted of movies which was then analyzed and talked about. the content of the lectures was i must say, really quite good. cause its something i have never thought about or ever seen before. all in all it was good. we had lots of fun and i made lots of great friends. i got pictures and videos on my phone which i will upload a little later. the last night of the camp, we had a theme party, and u had to dress up as ur hero, i went as joker. the pictures are quite cool actually. heh heh. one guy went up as florance nitingale, im not sure how u spell it. yeah, he made the costume all by himself. it was really quite cool, then another one went as superman, hahaha. yea with the red underwear and everything. it was fun lar. stayed up and talked lots of things. but unfortunately for me, i had to share room with a creep! i tell u. his really weird man. his brains are like loose everywhere i think. his like, so into the army, and like, his really just full of bullshit sometimes. but seriously, his damn scary, i was damn scared the first night, like i never was really scared of someone before, but his like, can kill anyone at anytime you know. seriously scary. you really gotta talk to him and like, share the room with him, then u'll know. his eyes are like eyes from a demon straight from hell. well im gonna stop talking about him cos his not impt.

all in all the camp was good, only certain things they made us do was just over the top in terms of lameness. but yeah it was good and i learnt alot. i guess it has benefitted me lar. cos honestly, i went for the camp for the cert only, but i came home with more than that. =)

2008-09-21T03:47:00.003+08:00

oh man, i cant sleep, its almost 4 in the morning but i cant sleep. plus, i got church tmr, or well, not tmr, later.

well this morning i went to justyn's house to jam, it was quite a good one, jammed a few of our songs, need to get the lyrics done soon. zul came over and did our myspace and friendster and stuff. thanks zul! then we rushed to singapore expo at around 5 to catch the drift demo. Singapore Import Nights was pretty awesome, took like 500+ fotos. i'll upload the pictures and videos once its in my com. There were many awesome cars there.... Murcielago, Gallardo, R8, GTR, the list goes on, and there was even 2 toyota supras. yeah well, it was pretty awesome...

got a camp on monday till wednesday, at NACLI, some leadership camp thing, i hope its good, cos its eating up 3 days of my holiday. gotta pack later for tmr. theres one part where u gotta dress up as ur hero and go on stage and talk about who and why u chose that person as ur hero. im going as myself, haha, go figure out why. yeah yeah im so ego... whatever.... hahahaha..

well, today.....was pretty alright lar i guess... hope gf gets better soon... quite worried about her... but i noe she'll pull through and be fine...

finally got my harddisc for my xbox360. bought grandtheftauto4, its super man. really fun.. needa save up and buy controller and a few more games, then i'll really be very very very happy. any takers? u can come and play.. hahaha... i'll give u the list of games i want.

was talking to keith just now for awhile, we're pretty keen on setting up a garage, me and a few others. but i duno, it may never come true, at least in singapore. but who knows? one day we will just get lucky somehow and maybe our dream may come true. but no harm planning right? and i soooo wann a car lar, though its so expensive to maintain and all that crappy shit, its really damn nice to have a car, then i wanna join or maybe create my own drift team, then maybe we'll use the parts from our very own garage. how cool is that. anyone wanna help me set up my company? hahaha, we need funds and skilled workers as of now. but wait lar, this is after we finish our education. ok u cant exactly finish ur education, but you know what i mean right? if you don't, shoot yourself, but don't say i say it. wait, ure dead, how can u talk? ok maybe a deathnote, but if u die for me, i'll be quite honoured and yet disgusted at the same time. haha.. alright, time to hit the shacks... i just might not wake up later. like seriously.

oh btw, i changed my song again, i love this song lar, i like the mood the song erects. its so... gosh its nice. and i like her voice too... in case you're wondering, its evanescence - hello. pretty old, ok, its not the latest, but its nice man, seriously. talking about songs, i heard songs from The Cab too, gotta check it out man, its pretty awesome. Metallica's new album just came out, gotta catch some tunes...from...around... hahahaha... Avenged Sevenfold is coming to singapore, today is the last day i can get the tickets for only $75. but i think its better if i dont go, that way i won't have to spend a cent. genius, i know, thank you. we should all be like that sometimes, so what if theres a sale, its cheaper not to buy anything, im sure u dun really need it, u may think u need it, but u just merely wanna buy it. alright. im off.. toodles

2008-09-19T21:08:00.002+08:00

THY HAS FINALLY BLOGGED!!!

hahaha okay so i have not been updating my blog! due to my big feet stepping on my wireless connector so i had no internet for a pretty long time, well, since the last post till well, yesterday. hahahha

many many things has been happening, i cant rmb everything...

tmr i shud be going to singapore import nights after jamming at justyn's place. should be lar, i'll post up the pictures....

holidays is going real fine now... haha, dont have a job, but i think i'll survive... hopefully

2008-09-01T12:19:00.002+08:00

im in sch, supposed to be practicing microsoft access, but its getting damn boring, hahaa.

got percussion practice later. owell... long day, and i cant find my lanyard, sianess.. hahaha...

love my speakers! =))

2008-08-30T15:09:00.005+08:00

okay i havent been blogging in awhile, again...

well, lets start with the MOST reason thing... i added new speakers to my com... a BIG BIG subwoofer....

yeah the sound is awesome, my chair is rattling now. hahaa

okay then yst!
DEATHRACE!!!!!!! OMG its damn nice sia the show, when with my darling, damn damn damn nice! seriously, u must go watch it, ifu think sucks, well, u have no taste. hahahahaha.

i cant rmb what else happened. i noe its good. hahaha..
damn i shud learn to be more, bloggable, can blog more. owell nvm

2008-08-24T20:41:00.002+08:00

its been raining like crazy this part few days, i love the weather! but its kinda weird having to endure the rain every single day.

today i had my event at eastcoastpark. the mass cycling for marine parade. and guess who i met there, haha, adrian! his uncle is actually part of the organising comm, whom i knew, but i didnt know that adrian was his nephew. hahaha...

well the day was alright, the weather held up till i had to go back and i chionged all the way to keith's house cos it was so freaking heavy. then i came home and slept. best weather to be sleeping.
well thats pretty much today, nth else to blog about... i'll do the handwriting test probably, later or maybe monday, or maybe tuesday... seems utter interesting and i should see how it fairs against reality.

2008-08-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

guess what!? today's date is 20.08.2008! 20082008!!
cool right?!

hahaha i have been rather busy lately. had percussion practice... competition is on saturday. i hope we do well...

tmr is exam and im mugging like crazy hoping not to fail! haha.. haha i dun think i'll fail but i really want that A... man i wish i can have like super memory or something. hahaha.. well im off to mug somemore...

2008-08-16T12:09:00.001+08:00

finally its saturday!!!!! time to start studying next week for the coming exams in sept. hahaha oh my why am i starting so early, ok see how lar. hahaha

going for national day dinner tonight, still dunno wat to wear. hahaha. i'll blog more later. ta

2008-08-12T23:43:00.003+08:00

haha firstly, i went to sentosa yesterday. it was oh so fun! hahaha! we played vball all day! my skins all burnt now. i bet my skin will start peeling off soon. omg gross. hahaha.. went with classmates and i bumped into mr sharil in the morning at vivo. haha, his class was going to sentosa also, but they were at palawan, i was very lazy to go all the way there, it was very far. hahaha. cos we were at siloso... and i bumped into many shss ppl... hahaha.. well it was fun, dun haf any pics cos it was too hot to take any, more like i was too busy playing vball... hahahaa... can see my bikini tan lines now. hehehehe! wtf NO. hahaha

today! it was so fun. really, i mean, 3 years. happy 3 years anniversary honey. met at plaza singapura and watched money no enough 2. haha it was really quite funny lar, and the stuff that the showed, we could somewhat relate to it lar. like when the couple starts fighting and the things they say... hahaha owell. nvm, and then we went to eat at pizza hut, oh man the pizza was great. hahaha. baby gave me chocolate and a belt and a nice card. thanks honey, i really appreciate it alot. haha, u always noe wat to get for me and wat i love. =) too bad thats the biggest smile i can type, if not i'll type a bigger one. hahahaha. i'm really happy with u, even though sometimes we can fight and loose blood and maybe a body part or two. hahaha right... ok really, even though sometimes we quarrel and stuff, it doesnt matter cos i mean, which two ppl in the world havent fought before. theres bound to have quarrels and stuff. so i believe that it makes us stronger. cos we can understand each other better and well, compromise here and there. hahaha. if necessary lar. it was really a nice day. didnt do much, mainly cos she couldnt walk much, or actually can lar, i just dun wan her walk alot. ahahaha. but i love u yea. haha. okay. really lar, thanks so much for the 3 years and more to come....right? but to me, a number is a number. its more of the quality and how the time was spent. well. i wanna say thanks. =)

notice the time. 11.43.....120808.... hehehe

2008-08-10T20:26:00.004+08:00

**** says: everytime
**** says: i get a bit angry
**** says: i always wish i didnt
**** says: cos i lost a happy moment wit u

great words from a great person... =) love u baby!

took photos of my church's interior today, wat waiting for my turn for communion and well, my hands got a lil itchy. hehe

2008-08-09T20:58:00.001+08:00

CATCH DEATHRACE on 22 Aug! its super super cool, and i hope its realased in singapore. cos its super nice. DAMN! i had a computer game like that! HAHAHA nice! im so excited.

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0452608/

http://sg.movies.yahoo.com/Death+Race/movie/14692/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxKYvaIEkIU check out the trailer!

..the drivers are convicts and the rules are simple, there are no rules...

2008-08-09T19:36:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!

hahaha well today i didnt do much actually, just went for band photoshoot at Chimes... is that how u spell it? Chimjes, watvever! haha...

it was great, some of the pictures, no, MOST of the photos were actually really nice, and theres one nice one of me! hehehehe.. im so happy. Justyn is sick again, tkcare of urself bro! Charmaine is also sick, well, she will get very sick if she doesnt take care of herself, but of cos i'll be there to tkcare of her. HAHAHA! yes of cos lar! good boyfriend wat! goes without saying. hehe

watching NDP now... quite boring actually. but its cool, Aunt Sylvia did marvelous job in doing up the choir. haha. and Jacintha still sings like how she used to, ahaha!

alright, D! heres the photos for LMC! and for those who wants to see the photos you're very much welcomed.

alright thats all from my camera anyway, and, OHOH i cut my hair!! my new hairstyle! hehe

and i was on the way home today, and check out the cloud formation, see something which might look like a swan? or a duck? its really cool, the wonders of God. seriously, look carefully. theres the beak, the head, the wings, the tail and the legs. haha

and heres the photos of David & Me. yst in school, the two emcees.. hehe...
and this blurry one, well, it was taken by mistake, well, blame the photographer. but its quite nice after looking at it. hahaha. artistic i might say so

2008-08-08T01:34:00.002+08:00

hmm today was quite a eventful day...

went to school ontime...ok, LATE. haha.. then suddenly, they told us. the rest of the day class cancelled. then i was like, wtf ccb! no class till 3, wat am i gonna do. so i kinda killed time and also supported my classmate faiz as he sang for the arts challenge in school. it was a job well done and i'll post up the video rather soon... then char said she finished at 12 so she can come down. so went she came down and we had a wonderful lunch at eighteen chefs at eastpoint. wonderful well, the food was great lar, but the company was even better. haha. i think the rose is dying alr... anyway, then i had rehearsal for tmr's national celebration in school... yea. stupid shine on singapore song, it sucks really bad, its not even catchy lar, i prefer the older ones. so yea, then had interact meeting... then after that, met charmaine and hexun at tampines mall, cos they went to eat icecream there. so yea, waited for the old man to buy his coffee then we took cab back to my place there. went to cut my hair, the guy was really nice lar, and yar, im quite happy with my hair. then went to macs to have dinner, but im quite hungry now. but nvm. then send her home, then it started raining like crazy, so my sis and her bf came to pick me up... and now im stuck listening to the stupid shine on singapore cos i hafta learn it for tmr. but im kinda sick of it so i shall switch it off. i hope tmr will go well, i hope i dun screw up, esp cos my classmates are there. so yea. that was my day. lunch was fantastic... really...

2008-08-06T00:39:00.002+08:00

i was watching behind closed doors just now, and todays topic was about abusive parents and the effects upon their children. it was really quite interesting, and i really feel for the kids, maybe one day when im rich, i'll create some outrich, and BEAT THOSE PARENTS UP HARDER SO THEY"LL FUCKING STOP HITTING THE KIDS FOR NOTHING. hahahha.. or i might just support the kids from other areas, hmmm... well, its quite sad that its still happening in singapore. irresponsible parents. i mean, during class we were also somewhat talking about this. like, those teens which got raped, then, their religion, or other reasons lar, may come into factor that they cant abort the kid, so like they're kinda stuck with that kid for life, and like, everyday u see that kid, ure reminded of that rapist. i mean, its not the kid's fault, but usually the mothers will hate the kid, plus after going post-natal depression and all that hooha, yar, the kids will be illtreated and that kinda is not good lar! so like yar, other than that, married couple, have sex but not ready for the kid, just shoick shiock only fuck, then the kid come out, financially not equipped, and also mentally not equipped. so they may also abuse the kids cos like, they dun really 'love' the kid, so its really hard for them to treat the kids with the unconditional love. i dont blame them sometimes, but most of the time i do. i mean, the kids are a gift, its sucha amazing thing, to have the sexual intercourse, then pop, comes out the baby, and then that feelling u feel, when u first carry ur baby. and then.... theres also parents who, shit i forgot. er..oh, like have like stress at work? maybe financial difficulties, stress lar basically, then theres no outlet, so they take it on their kids. as a parent, you should be responsible enough not to do that lar, i mean comeon, you're a mature grown adult, and ure picking on a small little fart which fyi, has ur goddamn dna, and like, just heartlessly whacking him/her. well, thats all i am willing to rant about. hahaha

theres still the good side of parents. which, well, i noe the whole world knows about already, well no, APPARENTLY NOT, if not i wont have the long paragraph above. well, thats just live and we shall accept life as it is and the people around us, cos i guess some ppl are not as sensible and responsible as others.

anyway, had to choose my elective modules today for second sem first year and first sem second year. i chose entrepreneurship and principles of purchasing. cos i think the purchasing one has a wider base, its not so specific. the other one was material handling. which well, aint really my cup of tea.

good luck char for ur BTT, faster pass everything so u can drive me around town. heh heh heh!

2008-08-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

been busy...lately....

all i can say is thanks...

and to that special someone, i thank you too, you have taught me a valuable lesson. many things i realised from you. you have taught me so much though you may not even realise it. we hardly even make eye contact. yet you have enriched my heart. thanks.

well. national day is coming soon... erm, yay....

yea... hahaha... ALRIGHT YAY!!!!!!! NATIONAL DAY! -.-

okay, gotta emcee, which calls for rehearsals on wed and thursday... owell..

i dont really know what else to blog anymore, lifes passing by rather quickly nowadays. wake up in the morning, go to school, do the necessary, come home, sleep...routine repeats.

love my hair but im gonna cut it soon... ppl say i look like a wild beast. haha. ok, actually only kiewyuan.

jammed on sunday with him and keith. it was pretty good i must say. we did many songs, loved our rendition of things. well, i hope it'll be done more..

time is precious, dont waste it, cherish it, cause you'll nv find it washed up on the beach.

2008-08-02T11:57:00.002+08:00

dearest DEAD blog... hahaha... its really really dead, i shud blog more, then more ppl will bother to come to my blog and read, and i will bother to blog more cos more ppl will bother to come to my blog to read more.

WHATEVER!

haha okay, well, lets see! ah yes, all my assignments/projects has been handed up already! yea! my ofa (office applications) was due yesterday, i did on tourism! and omg the file was so big! and my teacher keep insisting to send through email, and obviously all the emails cannot send sucha big file, like omg lar, it was like id uno, 48000+mb and yar. hahaha... big right, i dunno, its okay lar i guess, so thank goodness for yousendit.com then i sent it through finally. i send it, haha, then i msged him, then he still can complain say his inbox all jam, haha, idiot, send thru thumbdrive dun wan.! hahaha, ur problem lor... then i had lsm (logistics) presentation... THANKS CHAR! actually, thanks char for everything, helpin in my lsm and ofa... =) appreciate it man. then.....oh had bl meeting, got my script, which is not even the confirm ones lar. its like, just a generic script. but well, nvm, just gotta talk crap on the 8th lor.. oh yar, im emcee for the sports hall for national day celebration in my sch. theres one celebration in the auditorium which is like the goh all will be there, then theres the amphitheater, stadium and indoor sports hall... yea....

then met charmaine... haha, had kfc... YUM....

then...went to TPJC for their interact installation night. it was good to meet up with some of them which i met at the camp. but yea, hahah, then i went home... and slept!

was damn tired man, cos for the last two days excluding yesterday i didnt slp well cos i was doing my ofa project, kept sleeping about 4 plus around there. haha, but its done and im quite satisfied la. hahaha. so yar. hahaha... so yea.. thats all i wanna blog about, i shud blog aagain in another 3 years or so.... HAHAHA

2008-07-27T10:41:00.002+08:00

hahaha i have realised something.....ok more than one thing....

i dont blog alot, BUSY LAR! hahaha but i'll try yea... for all those faithful readers...all 4million of uall! haha ok im kidding... more like just 4 or smth. its okay, dont need 4million.

i have been having camps almost every weekend. hahaha. last week was BL camp! dont have the photos yet though. hahaha!

then this week also have camp... actually, im in school now. hahaha... using the com... the camp is okay lar, they teach stuff i alr noe, but its okay, good to learn stuff everyday! hahahah!

watched batman on friday with char! love that show man, its pretty good actually. hahaha. then went to sharon's concert. im really impressed with her man. hahaha, well done! =) hope she doesnt give up this percussion thing. hahaha!

2008-07-21T14:36:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZEGV11q673w
haha this is me a and justyn, nth better else to do, in the mrt, someone's big mouth... well

just watch the video.. its funny

2008-07-17T23:41:00.001+08:00

alright im off to BL camp tmr... will be back on sunday afternoon....

i'll blog more on monday or smth

2008-07-13T18:01:00.005+08:00

omg i can finally have internet access! after sooooo long, and i really have so much to blog... i dun even noe where to begin...

let start with the concert at esplande... Vox and SHSS Choir... went with vivian, michelle and kelly... it was alright... it was quite a nice thing to see ppl u sang with again. and well, at least they rmb man! hahaha... it was alright...

actually, im really lazy to blog everything... i had a leadership camp... it was alright

oh then had my installation night for interact club, heres like some of the pictures...

then...
SKIP
SKIP
SKIP
SKIP

today... played floorball for SW today... then... met charmaine for awhile. then went for BOD meeting...interact... then met char again! and then! she gave me this! omg its damn nice!

oh and heres some random shots i took of the natures beauty...that tiny round thing in the sky is the moon...

then this is the sun...

2008-06-19T22:52:00.003+08:00

i just realised that my previous post was my 200th post! woohoo... -.-

well im officially sick, thank you very much justyn kang. band sickness huh... right...

went to school today for 'stomp' practice and then for some lameass talk which we were like just talking back to the speaker, this was in the main lecture theater by the way and many ppl were there. but it was really undeniably boring!to the max!its during the talk... the actual foto was i looking at the cam and jason looking away, but this is how it turn out becos of slow cam! hahaha... funny...

oh happy birthday Jason and Edmond... and happy birthday Nadiah! tmrs ur bday!
had a small cake thingy and we all started putting cream on each other's faces.. haha...

oh theres pictures!

the cake...

Jason and Nad! haha Jason and the stupid flower Crystal plucked from the SCHOOL'S GREENS... -.-

BLOOOOOOOW....

The aftermath of Jason... hahaha...

damn i really need my fone back, cant stand my lousy w800i... is that even the modal? nvm...

got school tmr again... monday also! but saturday im going cycling at east coast... its more of a official thing, but i dunt care, i gonna take it as leisure!

miss my baby girl... seeing her smile really lightens up my day. =)

2008-06-18T00:36:00.001+08:00

this vid is awesome... Blue Man Group - "Baba O'Riley"

2008-06-16T12:28:00.002+08:00

WOoo its the holidays!

but im packed with lots of stuff.. hahaha so its more like a non-curricular time. haha.. going to my uncle's house to play xbox with my cousin now...

yesterday went to lagoon for dinner...kinda celebrated father's day... yea...

2008-06-15T11:45:00.002+08:00

last night i went to serangoon there. next to mustafa... woah... going there was really an experience... and dun wry, im not gonna make some irresponsible racist comments... i'll keep those to myself. hahaha

going there was really an incredible experience. i have never gone there in a long time, if not ever, and wow, i really couldnt tell the difference between the sidewalk and the road. cause hoards of people were just swarming around, pretty much in packs...or families as we call them. old and young. it was really difficult to drive, and pretty scary, cos they will just walk across your car, right in front of you while ure driving. and you cant say anything cos everyone is doing that. haha. so we finally came to the place we wanted to go and eat.

i had egg masala dosa... it was nice lar, worth the effort walking and driving through that mess. haha...

friday went with char to have aston's. the food was quite good. though the people there, well, some...or just one in particular was a real conversation starter. cant be bothered with these people. i love to see how difference people react to situations... its quite sad though, that theres this sort of people in the world... but owell... life is such...and full of surprises...

2008-06-12T23:27:00.004+08:00

OH! i finally got the pictures of that time my interact club orientation camp...
here they are...

this is my group....the original one.... HI5 is what we called ourselves...

then we merged with another group and then we became sweet 16....

during the discussion for our performance....

oh and i have photos of the day we went to the aeroponics farm... it was an excursion from the school... it was just retarded and a waste of time honestly...
in other words, shes just very complicated... hahaha

then heres some backstage photos of that day when Gypsy performed at Pasir Ris...

Gypsy, Matthew & the Mandarins & Me!
Me and Bryan Richman

Matthew from Israfel & Matthew from Matthew & the Mandarins
yes his name is really matthew too.

And then today... my classmates went to paint my little pinky red... hahaha.. one of my gay moments...

so there, thats some of the pictures of events... haha

2008-06-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

2008-06-10T22:50:00.002+08:00

yesterday, went to watch indiana jones... pretty okay movie... not bad.. its quite the same old after u watch all the indi movies, but its quite nice... haha... then after that went to bro-in-law's house.. it was his birthday... had a celebration....

today after school met kiewyuan... walked around east point for awhile, we had craving for sushi, but the damn buffet only starts at 3. so we decided to go to tampines and walk around since east point was really boring.. went to tm and walked around... then it was 3 and we went down to eat... wow, we ate like, soooo much... the plates just kept piling and piling up... the guy also laugh at us eat so much. we ordered like 10 salmons one shot... so then kiewyuan thought he saw joyce kuah, but turned out not to be her. then we saw elky and her family there, yea, it was damn retarded lar eating with him. we used the paper of the tea bag, the packet lar, then we write, MORE SALMONS PLEASE =] then we put it on the conveyer belt... later true enough a few salmons came out.. haha.. dunno if it worked lar, dun think it did... it was great man, finally catching up with that dick. we were also laughing at some rumour stupid pingxuan created about kiewyuan stabbing someone then had to go to court on monday. in the end it was a excursion to the sub courts... stupid asshole, i still havent got my hands on that piece of crap. ha. well then kiewyuan went back to toy's 'r' us and bought some lameass stupid toy... i cant even rmb the name.. costed 94 bucks... can control... some robot thing. scared the shit out of my dog... got the vid... OH and i havent uploaded the vids of the concert at pasir ris.. will do soon. but i dun think the the the quality was very good. had to set it to the lowest cos it didnt have much memory. well anyway, the day ended off when we opened the windows and i thought there was a typhoon outside, then it rained heavily so kiewyuan headed home, we actually went the next block see if can steal umbrella, stupid fella didnt want to take mine... think his home now, all drenched. haha..

2008-06-08T16:27:00.000+08:00

Maybach Excelero

going to pasir ris, white sands there, Gypsy is performing... should be taking video and then i'll post it up... =)

2008-06-08T11:33:00.002+08:00

wow its been quite a week...

nth much to blog actually...

only that yesterday was quite a eventful day... im quite disappointed that some singaporeans are so uncouth and blatantly are just so not only ignorant, but rude and really ill-mannered. I dunno why they are like that, wheres the gentlemen in this nation? well who am i to say, i cant change anything either. well, maybe we all have this sad attitude, and singapore's attitude, sad....

but if fortune smiles upon me, i might someone big one day, haha, don't we all aim to be someone big, someone significant in the society? yea, then maybe i can change the way people think. sad lar singapore. owell...

having my last CA next friday, then its holidays man! woo...

oh saw a maybach yesterday in town. beautiful car.
oh and a lamborghini murcielago...
porsche turbo...

yea, see, singaporeans are getting rich, but why is there so many ppl walking around as though they have a freaking goldbar stuck up their arse... annoying ppl... haha

2008-06-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

ok that time i was at powerhouse watching my cousin's band...

well i got the vid for one of the songs..

theres more vids... but i only uploaded this one on youtube so far...
Suicide Solution...doing Sweet Child of Mine...featuring my uncle..Dixie Ferdinands..

and then theres this cool cool vid i found, its somesort of foldable door for cars...
check it out..

2008-06-01T20:44:00.003+08:00

yesterday was char's birthday...

HA! dont get me started about it...

well im not gonna complain.. =) cos most imptly was that she enjoyed it... and loved the presents.. hehehe... sharanya, jacq, hexun were present yst too! and it was really fun... haha, we went to makansutra to have dinner... haha, im glad char loved it.. =) well, then after that we went chill at via bar... haha.. is that the name? i duno? but i like the atmosphere.. it was really quiet and nice... =) well, let the photos do the talking... theres more from jacq's new cam! love it man! couldnt stop taking fotos, but xun was the one who couldnt stop.. hahaha...

theres the fotos...

Happy Birthday Char! =)

2008-05-27T23:40:00.003+08:00

went for COMPASS Dinner on sunday.... it was at swisshotel ballroom as usual... haha.. it was pretty alright, the food was alright too... not the whole family came, some had own matters to attend to... many artists performed such as electrico, tanya chua and jjlin... they also received awards.. it'll be so cool if i could perform and at least can an award... so yea, it was a cool nite out... took onli one foto... here it is... me and mum... =)
didnt go school on monday cos didnt feel too well.. still was sick... stayed home play games... =))

today i went back to school and we went for an excursion at kranji there... a stupid aeroponics farm.. super boring lar... learn how to grow plants without soil.. ended up buying so much things there cos i was damn hungry there... then came back to sch after that... had lunch, then went to TM with mas and hamli... just walked around lar... nth better to do... then we went to school... waited till meeting started... after meeting, met char for kfc dinner... =) nice!

2008-05-25T09:51:00.004+08:00

okay i shall finally blog. damn lazy man, must kick this habit of being lazy. man... haha... and i decided to blog cos theres quite a number of things happened and happening and if i keep waiting and procrastinating, it'll all just pile up and in the end..........well you get the idea... so where should i start....right...

16 may...... FRIDAY
the lipbalm. HAHA... that bloody cursed thing! lol! it was bloody hell following us man. haha, theres a picture of it, but i dont have it with me. haha so we followed the very detailed directions from kim and then we were on the surface. haha and the first thing kiewyuan did was to slam that bloody piece of asscrap in the drain and make sure it stayed that. haha... then we continued our merry little way to the school, which wasnt very hard to go to... well, yar, so we went... greeted by some boyband fellas and then there was that two.... so me and kiewyuan had a little walk around the school, for maximum 6min. then we retreated and went to go sit back there. and kinda stone. well, really stone, haha, it was damn boso i set off early to school, was thinking of ponning lar, but like, nah its alright, schools from 8-11 that day... so i should just be studious and just go to school, afterall, its just for a mere 3 hours.. =) so after school, i rushed back home, changed, dumped my barang barang and then left for mr kiewyuan's house.. went there for lunch too... obviously not his cooking... lol.. i'd prolly get a stomachache if i ate his cooking..haha nah im just kidding.. so we ate then his sister came home from school...OKAY LIKE THATS IMPT... then we left his house, him wearing his cute little gay shorts... lol... well APPARENTLY its trendy... hahaha... guess it makes him a better man. hahahaha... anyway, we headed down to toa payoh for kim&nat's school carnival.... haha on the way, kim said its boring, but we were too far ahead to turn back, so whatever. kiewyuan kept being positive and said that nth can be worst than his sch's carnival... the nazi school... hahaha okok no offence... IM KIDDING... OH YES! there was this bloody lipbalm, apparently kiewyuan still had it since we went to japan, which was like, last year? then he wanted to dispose of it. so attempt number one; he took it out of the bag, and just threw it behind him on the floor. *this was in cityhall platform waiting for the redline* THEN, this guy from behind, picked it up and gave it to me, saying i had dropped it, not knowing what to say, i just said thanks and took it. haha, kinda burst out laughing. so alright, i kept it in my pocket, then gave it to kiewyuan when the train came... so we sat down... attempt number two; he just put it behind him on the seat lar, and there was this group of religious students there, well...u noe me and kiewyuan, supposed to be multireligious and what not, but anyway, we were just cracking some jokes, and no im not telling what. sue me, come on... SUE ME! haha, ok, well, then it was toa payoh, so we just got up and rushed to the door... and low and behold! one of the girls came up to kiewyuan and gave himring i swear. and i had to pay 10bucks a ticket, nvm lar, charity.... haha.. right.. ok so then we went 711 buy drinks and stuff... then went back, haha. well in a way it was kinda worth the travel, cos i nv seen the two in a eons!! so...ya, haha, but seriously lar, the carnival sucked. ok to be fair, i guess cos we went late, and everything was pretty much packed up. although it was supposedly supposed to end off at 530. haha, obviously we left early cos TP also had a carnival and kiewyuan's friends were there.... so well, we headed back to tampines... haha, and kiewyuan once again kept showing off his stupid book on how to get a girl to i duno, do it with u? issit? im not sure whats it about.. lol! so then, that idiot of a friend, said that his going to krtc to play lan.... ass... so i was like, nvm... since im alr walking towards tp, might as well find justyn... so called him and there he was... haha. talked talk... made some friends... finally met dick! haha.. damn [s]its[/s] his strong man! hahaha.. well, hanged around there, then went off... walked to my cousin's place... haha. we were supposed to meet at 6... but i reached there at about 615.. hahaha... and he was slping, so i waked him up, then he got ready to go to the chalet... i watched american chopper.... so then we cabbed to tampines mart, where we met his friends.. bought drinks....booze....ice.... yea then we cabbed to coasta sands... there we celebrated evigan's 20th bday! haha... it was really really fun man... hope he had a blast... haha. i'll nv forget it... esp the whip cream. i'll try to get my hands on the video i took, but that might take awhile... dun have any fotos too... COS MY FONE IS SPOILT!! =( but really, i going to send it to repair on monday probably... haha.. so thats pretty much my day, for that day... mum came to pick me up... then went home... slept for a few hours....theres the cursed lipbalm.......or treatment lipstick i should say... haha

17 & 18 may..... SAT&SUN
THEN ITS CAMP DAY!!!!!! was late as usual... wow blogging is quite tiring man.. so i went to school for my interact club orientation camp.. went there without any expectations... haha, ok maybe a small expectation that it'll be boring... okay im starting to get lazy to blog alr... seriously... roughly, the camp was fun lar... made new friends... learnt new things... i became group leader for my group. and it was fun lar. haha.. seeing how they trust me.. there were many games and stuff like that.. we did a skit for the interact night. it was damn stupid and all agreed it was the most hilarious... haha.. no im not claiming all the credit, my group members rocked! sweet 16 was the name, actually my original group onli have 5 of us, and we were called hi 5, and our cheer was the damn stupid hi 5 theme song... yea im serious. but yar.. we also had to sell chocolates, to raise fun for the myanmar crisis. eh, i sold the most kay! 70+... haha, and all in all we raised about 800+ worth of chocolate sales... thats excluding donations... we sold to the parents cos they had a parent-teacher meeting and yar, but they are damn greedy for the free food, and they tend to ignore u... stupid bastards... HELLO! at least reply!! haha.. so all in all, learnt lots and stuff... then. on the last day... we had a 'meeting' lar... very formal one this thing. then the board of directors slowly asked me lar, apply for a post... haha, then i was like.. oh alright.. so yar... other than that... k lar, we broke camp at about 4+ then mum came and brought me home... was damn damn tired....ok i only have two photos of the camp... so there...

19 may.....MONDAY
SLEPT THOUGH THE WHOLE DAY! was damn tired so i just lazed through the day... thank god it was a holiday... wat holiday was it? oh yar vesak day.... nth lar, spent the day at home... onli met char awhile at nite... really really awhile... haha

then the rest of the week was mainly sch, nth much about it... unless i feel like blogging about every damn thing, i'll be here all night man... lol

22 may...THURSDAY
this faithful day... hahaha.... lessons per normal... but for LSM practical... we did smth special... we had to wrap up and protect a egg... u noe? that stupid thing. wrap it up then throw it down a few floors... so my group went late, cos well, haha, 5 of us got lost.. walking aorund. haha.. so anyway, played this game many times... alamak dun haf the pictures... nvm... anyway, our group came in third or smth... haha... well it was just for fun... well yar, highlight of the day...
then had to meet mr william chong, the interact teacher.. apparently he put me incharge of some project lar. so met him, discussed some stuff... then he asked me to do stock taking for chocolate. LIKE WTF!!!! then i was pretty hungry, it was about 12.48.. but dunno why damn hungry. then after that i called aidil to help me count lar, actually lazy, and also feeling sick lar. pathetic. so anyway, by the time he come, and i asked him to buy me food lar, by the time, wah seh, cannot tahan lar, i tell him wat to do and i called char, HELP! then cabbed, then we went home... wah, my stomach! my head! my chest! PAIN! but seriously, thanks char for being there for me, haha, for cooling down my fever. though i kinda fought back when u put the icecold water on me. SORRY! but wow. CAN YOU EVER FIND SOMEONE LIKE THAT?! HUH!? WHAHAHA... im a lucky bastard. ok serious, really, thanks so much char, buying the soyabean stuff, giving me to eat, just being there even though i was slping, u nv complain, u nv nag, u just sit there and really. i felt soooooo much love. i really dunno how to describe it. it was like, the situation, though i was like ohh in so much pain.. she was there till the last min she had to go for floorball training.. seriously, they say company is everything. well, not everything lar, but almost everything. cos really, i appreciate it.. =) and when u left, woah the whole world came apart, the walls tore down, all hell broke free... haha ok it wasnt that bad, but i really could feel the change. i felt...lonely.. haha i dun usually feel lonely at all, but when ure sick, ure down to ur lowest... well that was pretty much my day.....

the next day went to see doctor...

sick

sick

sick was at home all day....

sat tooo! so yea... that was pretty much it... =)

wow i feel so proud of myself *listens for applause* blogged so much.. haha...

2008-05-17T09:31:00.000+08:00

off to camp now, will be back on sunday evening...

2008-05-13T21:23:00.002+08:00

so today i was a lil late for sch, then got a msg from my CA, why is there no one in class. hahaha, then i was like. wtf?! so anyway, school went through as per usual. then helped my interact club sell stuff for the recent Myanmar thingy... then went home to take soccer ball. then went back to school played soccer. played against eugene and his friends... long time i nv play sia.. so yar, then went to pick my princess home... then i jogged home after that. haha

i cant believe some singaporeans are so BLIND, not literally, my their heart is blind. cos at the busstop there was this blind man, he looked like he needed help. cos he was walking lar, slowly finding his way, then this....woman! doesnt matter what race, cos he was like walking towards her, like, nv offer help whatsoever, just move away. then another woman helped the poor old man, asked him what bus he was taking and all that. i mean, HELLO!!!! i might be mean and insult ppl and all that, but i cant tahan this kind of thing la. seriously, im really ashamed that this kind of ppl exist. which brings me back to the giving up the seat thing...

HELLO, SINGAPORE,! THINK OF OTHERS BEFORE YOURSELF LAR! notice the lar.. stupid dimwits..

2008-05-10T21:52:00.001+08:00

hahahahahahaha i received this email from cousin... its really damn funny...

here goes...:

A family in Gujarat got simply puzzled when the coffin of their dead
mother (Puj. Ba) arrived from the US. It was sent by one of the
daughter.

The dead body was very tightly squeezed inside the coffin, with no
space left in it when they opened the lid; they found a letter on top
addressed to all her brothers and sisters:

Dear Chandrakantbhai, Arvindbhai, Smitaben & Varsha,

I am sending Puj. Ba's dead body to you, since it was her last wish
that she should be cremated in the compound of our ancestral home in
Kadhywad, GUJARAT , India.

Sorry, I could not come, all of my paid leaves got consumed.

You will find inside the coffin, under Ba's body, 5 cans of cheese, 10
packets of Tobler chocolates, 8 packets of Badam and few items for
Kids. Please divide these among all of you.

Near Ba's feet, you will find a new pair of Reebok shoes (size 10) for
Mohan. There are also 2 pairs of shoes for Radha's and Lakshmi's sons.
Hope the sizes are correct!!

Ba is wearing 6 American T-Shirts. The large size is for Mohan and
rest you can decide.

The 2 new Jeans that Ba is wearing are for the boys.

The Swiss watch that Reema wanted is on Ba's left wrist.

Shanta masi, Ba is wearing the necklace, earrings and ring that you
asked for. Please take it.

The few pairs of white cotton socks that Ba is wearing must be divided
among all the Nephews.

Please distribute all these above items fairly & equally. Yours
loving sister, Anubhavi

P.S.: If anything more needed, let me know soon as Bapuji is also not
feeling too well now a days...

2008-05-10T21:30:00.002+08:00

my uncle sent me this video, and i really thought it was so inspirational and moving, i mean, its so unconventional...the way the guy stands up to bullies in school... and boy can he sing... seriously, the vid is a must watch...

Andrew Johnston - Britains Got Talent 2 (1st Audition)

Who is Andrew Johnston? More clips of him from TV

i really admire him for his bravery and determination man... honestly, he deserves that standing ovation...

2008-05-09T20:23:00.001+08:00

TGIF!!

Today was a normal day at school... haf OFA..thats office applications for u, its basically well, using microsoft office... piece of cake man... then had business fundamentals test... it was pretty easy, i only forgot one part of the answer... one qn lar, i dunno how to do. then yar, after that, we went to hougang in my fren's car... jason went to take something from his house. then we went to jalan kayu to have lunch... it was pretty okay, then we went back in school for BL interview... thats Bridge Leader... yea, well, i dunno how to say. its like, in charge of events...orientation...those kind of stuff.. yar... so the interview was pretty good... then drove to bishan to pick my fren's fren, then went to jurong to play badminton then met char then went home... haha wat a day

2008-05-06T21:23:00.002+08:00

went to terminal 3 on sunday for lunch at popeye's with my family... it was pretty nice... and it was a pleasant surprise to see my friends there... saw Isabel initially and then realised shi yun and her sister was there too.. so i went to go say hello and we chatted abit. man i kinda miss 4G now.. it was a great experience man that time... then they told me edward was there too so i went to say hello to him.. haha... it was quite funny seeing so many ppl u noe there... then we went to the viewing gallery dunno for what. see aeroplanes la i think... i guess my grandparents like that place, hahaha, so we just sit there talk talk... so then we decided to go down to the foodcourt and have desert... so we went there and we had to sit on two diff tables, but next to each other, cos there was not enough space for all of us to squeeze. so yar. then there was this bastard who came and just dumped his tray of unwanted food on the table, in front of my mum, next to my food... i wasnt there cos i was buying desert for my brother-in-law. so when i came back, my mum told me, and then i got irritated, and at the moment, my grandfather learnt about it and started walking towards me, then i realised he was gonna make noise so i shouldnt make any cos after all, the guy who put the tray is also quite senior, i dun wan make them more angry, so i just shut up. then they started shouting and in the end my grandfather insisted that he took back his tray, which he did. but i was boiling mad inside and my mouth was really close to opening and spurting out all the things i haf to say. but i didnt, its called self control. heh heh.. so yar, poor granddad was trembling. but i think, he really loves his family, and i really cherish that alot. cos i really treasure all the love i can get. cos i noe its not easy to come by. so yea... then... funny thing, i dunno why, but they decided to go back there for dinner, thats after driving all the way home. haha, so nvm, go back there eat lor, then, low and behold, i saw this guy, haha, he was from shps! the chinese teacher! the badminton one! i forgot his name but we remembered each other and so ya, we continued dinner. i had zuru sobe, hokkien mee and char kuay teow... and i was sooo full... the food wasnt excellent, and it was quite expensive lar. so yar.. think twice when u go all the way there to eat...

today supposed to have floorball, but then it was just a match so we didnt bother to go, thursday got guys match, maybe i'll go... maybe not. so then, we didnt noe what to do, and so, we decided to go to tampines safra to go play bowling! OMG it was sooo fun! i mean, obviously i didnt win, cause jason was totally owning us... i mean, 5 strikes in a row.. one spare before that... good right! but yea, we played two games... i got like 86 i think...for the second game. haha... not bad lar. i not used to it only i guess.. must play more often.. haha... so yea, then brought faiz to cut hair at fusion white, then met keith arul jonquek and gary... then keith arul and jonquek came over play xbox and stuff... haha.. so yea...

yea... theres a test coming up this friday if im not wrong... and my teacher was like "dont need to study so hard lar, don't need to stress up yourselves and memorise all the things or whatever, just read through and u'll be fine" and after hearing that i was like, OMG! but i dun care lar, im still gonna study, i wanna get full marks! wooo! haha.. and its just some multiple choice qns and some short ans qns... hopefully it'll be easy enough to get full marks or at least somewhere close to that. hahaha.

we got swimming this thursday for my sports and wellness.. basically its just pe lar... so tmr gotta go buy some speedos baybhee! haha.. what weird spelling ppl give to the simple four letter word. owell. haha.

2008-05-03T11:34:00.002+08:00

mayday! we celebrated jacq's bday! went to vivo...white dog cafe... hahaha! i got cheated!!!! i paid 9.50 for a few drops of baileys!! hahaha OMG! im nv gonna buy it again! esp from there! lol... but all in all was fun... we then decided to go to marina square... we booked bowling, then we went to play arcade, it was really fun... hahaha. altough i pretty much lost most of the games to someone else... its alright... HAHA... NOOOO!!! i will go practice again, dunno why i suddenly suck! geezz!! heh heh heh! then played bowling, hahaha, that one i dun care hu win, it was how much fun we were having... haha, and i like how hexun dropped the bowling ball.. haha.. well then after that we went to macs... chitchat, then we went home... it was a great day lar and i hope jacq enjoyed herself as much as we did! =)

oh yes, i have uploaded Big Bully Small part 3...
in case u havent seen the first two, i'll put all 3 up... hahaha... enjoy...
starring kiewyuan and jonquek...and me as the camera man..

Big Bully Small

Big Bully Small part 2

Big Bully Small part 3

2008-04-30T21:30:00.000+08:00

If the heart is always searching
Can you ever find a home?
I’ve been looking for that someone
I never make it on my own

Dreams can’t take
The place of loving you
There’s gotta be a million reasons
Why it’s true

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything’s alright
When you’re right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

How long will I be waiting
To be with you again?
I’m gonna tell you that I love you
In the best way that I can

I can’t take a day without you here
You’re the light that make my darkness disappear

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything’s alright
When you’re right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

Movin’ on, I start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head up high
And it’s all because you’re by my side

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything’s alright
When you’re right here by my side

When I hold you in my arms
I know that it’s forever
I just got to let you know
I never wanna let you go

‘Cause when you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything’s alright
When you’re right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Oh, I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes, oh, yeah, ah

2008-04-27T21:43:00.002+08:00

oh and today i wanted to go to the formula drift singapore, but yst i checked and all the fucking tickets were sold out. so yea, i didnt get to go, although i really really wanted to.

yea, next time i shud buy the tickets EARLY!

2008-04-27T16:00:00.002+08:00

i wanna blog, but i dunno how and what to...

so i shall just leave it blank....cos thats just how i feel...

2008-04-21T00:03:00.002+08:00

oh yes, i forgot to blog about my telematch on friday...

BUSINESS SCHOOL WON!! yea theres the trophy and the members from my class... and the bride leader in green... yea..

2008-04-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

haha so i should get into the habit of blogging again, but its damn tiresome to blog leh. but nvm i'll find the time and effort to do it. haha, so i went for a dinner at the marine parade cc.. it was a dinner to welcome all new grassroots leaders under the umbrella of marine parade. and well, the guest of honour was Senior Minister... haha so i went there well, pretty on time lar, for once, but it was still quite empty, so i ended up playing bubble puzzle on my handphone. hahaha. so then more ppl came and soon i started talking to ppl... some of which i knew for a very long time, since i was a little boy, and some i just met at the place itself, so ya, just talk talk lor, haha. got to know quite a few people and i could quite tell their characters alr.. haha no comments on that lar, so then my friend lynn asked me to sit on another table together with my friend jing peng so we wont get so bored lar, so yar, sit there. then i had to start introducing myself again and like talk all over again, but it was quite fun lar. haha, then SM came and went around shaking people's hands, and talking to them, then he came to me but i think he didnt recognise me so nvm, haha, i didnt expect him to anyway. so then i came to realise that there was this guy who knew my family for quite a long time alr, so that created more conversation lar, hahaha, i feel bad now leaving my friend in the dark, but nvm, im sure he'll get to know ppl too. then it was SM's turn to give a speech. i really admire him, cos he didnt have any script what so ever and he could just talk, and not only talk crap, but talk things that actually makes me think, and its really quite in depth lar. so i really admire him for that, haha, no wonder his the senior minister of singapore. well then there was dinner, it was buffet and it was quite good lar. actually, this kind of dinners, its not about the food, but getting to know ppl and kinda like 'haolianing' of what u do and stuff like that. lol. so yar, then....i'll skip quite a chunk of things lar cos its quite, how to say, not really impt... then the current chairman of welfare came up and gave a speech and then he mentioned that his happy that his good friend's grandson had joined the youth and is on the youth executive committee...(which is me lar) haha, but not many ppl realised. but nvm, i dont like haolianing, and its not really a big deal anyway.. then he mentioned again about how my family wrote the marine parade song and he was particular interested in the bonding of ppl and forging of friendships lar, then he pointed at me again, then i think SM realised who i was. hahaha. and no im not some lao da... hahaha, so then, after all those.... the MC opened the karaoke to the floor, allowing anyone to join lar, then, Dr Chua, chairman of (issit CCC OR CDC) i cant rmb, i think its CCC... yar, he came to my table asked me and my friend to sing, but my table all go and point me to sing, so i had no choice but to go and see what song they have lor. hahaha, then he didnt even like go away lar, he actually stood by me and waited for me to choose the song lor. haha, so i look look look and then, i saw you raise me up. hahaha okay, good, then when i was walking back with Dr Chua, then SM called me and asked if i was singing, then i was like eh yar i am, haha, then he asked what song, then i say u raise me up. then he was like, oh thats a very nice song, im sure u will sing well. then i was like, eerr okay thank u. haha then i went back to sit. then i became damn damn scared and nervous. like omg! then i started freaking out. hahahaha, then SM called me again, WAH! so i slowly slowly walk to his table then he asked, if i put my name down, then i was like yea i did, haha, then he suddenly stood up and went to where the the the, all the equipment there lar, where the KJ is at, then he asked if my name is there, and they were like yea yea it is. then actually it was this guy's turn, but SM said nvm let the young guy go sing first. then i was like OMG!!!! i was soo soo sooo freaking out lar. seriously, then i was like, ohhkay.. .im gonna die... then i sing lor. haha, the starting i think i screwed up here and there cos i was damn scared. but slowly, i just kept telling myself, just sing per normal just sing per normal. haha then yar, i kinda eased up. so then yar, haha, A LITTLE BIT more relaxed lor.. then when i was walking back after the song, SM turned around and shook my hand and say well done. WAH, it was really an honour man. then Dr Chua went to go sing a song, then i sat on his chair, which was next to SM, haha, and i sat there till the end. so it was really great to sit next to him and also talk to him, he talked to me like friend friend. after awhile i not scared alr lar. lol. then he asked where i was studying, what i was doing. and really, he told me things FROM SENIOR MINISTER POINT OF VIEW LEH!!! he was actually giving me career advice! SENIOR MINISTER OF SINGAPORE GIVING THIS CLOWN CAREER ADVICE!! WOAHHHHH!! hahahaha.. i was thinking to myself, today is sure my lucky day man, lol! then, he asked me to sing another song, i was like 0.0, u gotta be joking, then he insisted lar. so okay, fair enough, then my fren also, she wanted to sing, so i say i go support her lar, so in the end we/i chose Hero by Enrique Iglasias? im not sure of the spelling, but yea, so i sing sing sing, then haha, yar lor. like that, then i took a foto with him... then random ppl came and tell me that i sang well, haha, i bet they are some big shots, but i dunno hu they are. so yea... tat was my saturday night.. lol...

tmr i got schoool! NOO.. well, i'll blog about school maybe tmr or the day after... heh.

2008-04-18T22:57:00.002+08:00

oh yes, i forgot to blog about yesterday...

yesterday after my school, which was quite boring...i went to meet char at np... then sat through her floorball match against NJC.. haha, the captain quite cute. HA! back to topic. it was good lar, its like the second time i have seen the NP floorball girls play, and my first time seeing char play in a match. ha.

char played very well, when she runs and see her determination in her man. woah.. it was good... the rest of them played well too.. and juian was crazy as usual.. i hope i spelt ur name right... and like i told char, WRONG TEAM LAR! shud join t he guys team. HA. but all in all, it wasnt wasting my time sitting there. i even made a new fren, i cant rmb his name now, ha.. one of the player's bf.. and char's dad picked us back and sent me home, haha, thanks for all the sausage puff thingy and the milo...

so yea. thats all i think, haha.

2008-04-18T20:38:00.002+08:00

OKAY, TIME TO BLOG

ahaha im gonna skip all the past events cos its just too damn much to write about and im just too damn lazy. i think i shall stop here. haha...

NOT...

okay, i shall just blog about my new school yada yada yada...
school is good...orientation..well, its quite fun, made so many new friends. all pretty okay. like really. and, this has thought me not to judge ppl from what they do but really who they really are.

today was telematch. AND BUSINESS WERE CHAMPIONS! we beat engineering! yea man i was damn happy, cos like, they were reigning champions, so, to beat them was good. and it also felt damn good cos u had the support not only from YOUR WHOLE CLASS but THE WHOLE SCHOOL! it was so loud, when i came out, i was suffering from shellshock. and i kinda lost my voice temporarily. after that, about 12 to 14 of us from LA! my class, yea, we walked to semei and had longjohns... then met keith and arul and gary and ya, kiewyuan. then they came over, except gary. play for awhile. den, they left. yep.

all in all, school is okay lar, its quite fun, take things positively, one thing at the time.

i joined floorball and Interact club as my cca.. and yea... tts about all... i'll blgo again with fotos... its in my fone... ta.

2008-02-29T16:32:00.005+08:00

alright, its been a very long time since i blogged, mainly due to the fact that i was very busy and i had no time to sit down at the computer without wanting to go and sleep the next minute. now that im sick and took mc, im off of work for today. heh heh heh.. so yup...

lets see....

12.02.08......
what happened on that day ar? i forgot.. lol... it me and char's self-proclaimed vday la... well cos it was our, lemme count... 30months? hahaha ya... so we celebrate both la.. cos on the 15th she got exam... so we went for dinner lar. and it was really fun... loved the dinner, haha, although i was rly damn full after that, it was nice.. oh and she gave me this for vday.... isnt it just adorable?

its name is YUMYUM... hahaha.. the name is like the best too! lol... even i couldnt think of such a name. trust my girlfren.... -.- hahaha...

alright... 14.02.08...
met her in the morning before work, den she went to the library to study for a big exam the next day... -.-haha okay den after work... well... heres what i really did... hahaha... on the previous day, i went to precious thots and ordered to bears and bought a card. so on vday after work i went to collect the bears.... den i went to the esplanade library and hid it behind some glass thingy.. den i asked her to come up.. hahaha.. i gave her the card and she was like oh tyty... den i say okay lets go and den she saw the two bears. den from a this year 18 years old girl, become 5 year old girl. lol!
k u gotta twist ur head abit, i lazy to edit it... yar... nice right? hahaha...
den well, met quek and keith and her place at nite. supposed to do smth la, but too windy, so plan failed... den supposed to go airport see the japan fellas go off, which was about 10+... but mother say too late, so i went off.

den... on my bday 21.02.08... i was off from work, supervisor very nice give me off.. so ya i was at home... den gf came over with a nice nice surprise... she called me ask me go outside, den when i did, there she was, with a big big card and a CAKE! hahaha...

theres the cake, nice right? =)

and thats the card, well it was a really nice birthday la, a very memorable one... had dinner at my godparents place with the company of my grandparents.. it was nice... grandma gave me a folder filed with car stuffs from mags and stuff, she did it by herself, its really nice and sweet and i really appreciate it alot. =)

well thats pretty much what has been happening...

oh yar, i lost my handphone. well, it was yesterday lar, i was feeling sick, but still went to work...well, i dun like not going when ppl expecting me. lol. and i noe its busy, so i went. so i was late, i was in the locker room about 9.20.. den i called my mum to ask her to pick me up after work. den i put the phone on the bench which was where i was also sitting down lar, den after i changed, i just walked off. lol. cos like ppl was talking to me and i was really rushing despite the pain in my stomach. so some fuck-tard helped himself to a measly v3red... i mean, u see the fone, just give to security or smth lar... so i went down do lineup... den about 10 i realised my fone gone. so i rushed up to the locker, it was gone, onli my slipper there which i also forgot to take. haha. den i tried to call, it was off.. i asked the ppl around, they say never, they just come. so yar, talk about honesty and integrity and all that bullshit ritz carlton is instilling in its workers, its not bloody hell associated only to the guest u noe. owell, now im foneless... so yar... contact me online or call my hse, haha..

oh and i changed the song, time for a change... i like this song, but i have a feeling it wont last long on my blog. hahaha... well. thats about it... i dunno when i'll post again... maybe tmr, maybe in a month's time... maybe in four years time... hahaha

ah yes! today is leap day thingy... 29th feb... cool right! hell ya! hahaha.. well... ya... oh.. as of tmr. my pay will be increasing to $6.50 an hour... cool right! hahaha

and one more thing, anyone still interested in finding job, pls call this number.. 97616304.... its very good pay one and u surely dont need to think twice... just call, the guy is justyn. ya. just call lar. im sure he'll answer, if he doesnt, just order some pizza....when u call u'll noe what i mean.. hahaha.. but its not a joke or anything.. really. its good monay!

time to get back to my prostreet...heh

2008-02-21T00:23:00.001+08:00

woohoo, its my bday! gosh im old, 17! but not old enuf.. dammn. lol.. and wow i haf so many things to blog about, i dunn noe where to start, i'll blog later today, i wanna go and slp now...

well, bday i dunno whats planned. so yar, i love surprises.. hahaha...

2008-02-06T18:10:00.000+08:00

GONG XI FA CAI!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

hahaha, so its chinese new year, everyone rushing to get their new year clothings, (which i onli got like, one top, hahaha. but its okay, reuse the unworn... go figure...

well, happy chinese new year to everyone once again! =))

2008-02-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

today something damn damn funny happened at work today...

housekeeping aunty: eh xiao ti ar, this room checked out le mah?

me: er...yar checked out already.

~housekeeper inserts card in slot to give the room electricity~

~television turns on automatically (bbc news), toilet speaker is on~

~newsreader continues reading the latest news~

aunty: huh? okay okay sorry

me: huh? what thing??

~housekeeping aunty stands there and listens at the guy voice rambling away~

me: that one is tv lar.

~roar of laughter all the way after tat~

hahha it was really super funny i tell u.. lol... then the aunty was like, u go the other rooms, dont (in direct translation) "ownself laugh ar" hahaha... really cannot stop laughing i tell u, she was sitting on the bathtub edge, face all red laughing and laughing and laughing. hahaha, then i had to call downstairs check something, i had to put a serious tone lar, i was soo controlling my laughter.. lol... omgosh damn funny! hahaha

after work, met char at esplanade library.. lol.. i realise im going to the library more, just that im not borrowing anything. had some gelare, heh, boy it was good! lol. yep, den i made my way home...

2008-01-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

oh and thanks babe for the choker, now it fits well with the ring thingy... lol!

all the best for tmr okay? i noe u can do it! even though after what happened, its nth okay? its just a spec of dust hitting against u. lol... im sure u can do it and i noe u believe in urself too! =)

2008-01-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

i saw this on the net and its damn interesting lar, rodent that cant feel pain...

As vulnerable as naked mole rats seem, researchers now find the hairless, bucktoothed rodents are invulnerable to the pain of acid and the sting of chili peppers.

A better understanding of pain resistance in these sausage-like creatures could lead to new drugs for people with chronic pain, scientists added.

Naked mole rats live in cramped, oxygen-starved burrows some six feet underground in central East Africa. Unusually, they are cold-blooded — which, as far as anyone knows, is unique among mammals.

"They're the nicest, sweetest animals I've ever worked with — they look frightening, but they're very gentle," said neurobiologist Thomas Park at the University of Illinois at Chicago

Scientists knew the mole rats were quite sensitive to touch — perhaps to help replace their almost useless eyes. After probing their skin, Park and his colleagues unexpectedly discovered the rodents lacked the chemical Substance P, which causes the feeling of burning pain in mammals.

Acid test

The researchers discovered that when unconscious mole rats had their paws injected with a slight dose of acid, "about what you'd experience with lemon juice," Park said, as well as some capsaicin — the active ingredient of chili peppers — the rodents showed no pain.

"Their insensitivity to acid was very surprising," Park told LiveScience. "Every animal tested — from fish, frogs, reptiles, birds and all other mammals — every animal is sensitive to acid."

To explore their pain resistance further, the researchers used a modified cold sore virus to carry genes for Substance P to just one rear foot of each tested rodent. Park and his colleagues found the DNA restored the naked mole rats' ability to feel the burning sensation other mammals experience from capsaicin.

"They'd pull their foot back and lick it," Park said. Other feet remained impervious to the sting of capsaicin.

"Capsaicin is very specific for exciting the fibers that normally have Substance P," Park added. "They're not the fibers that respond to a pinprick or pinch, but the ones that respond after an injury or burn and produce longer-lasting pain."

Curiously, the researchers found that mole rats remained completely insensitive to acids, even with the Substance P genes. This suggests there is a fundamental difference in how their nerves respond to such pain.

"Acid acts on the capsaicin receptor and on another family of receptors called acid-sensitive ion channels," Park said. "Acid is not as specific as capsaicin. The mole rat is the only animal that shows completely no response to acid."

Why so insensitive?

Scientists theorize naked mole rats evolved this insensitivity to acid due to underground living. The rodents exhale high levels of carbon dioxide, and in such tight, poorly ventilated spaces it builds up in tissues, making them more acidic. In response, the mole rats became desensitized to acid.

"To give you an idea of what they experience, we normally all breathe in carbon dioxide levels of less than 0.1 percent. If people are exposed to an air mixture with as low as 5 percent carbon dioxide, we'll feel a sharp, burning, stinging sensation in our eyes and nose," Park said. "We hypothesize that naked mole rats live in up to 10 percent carbon dioxide."

Researcher Gary Lewin, a neuroscientist at the Max Delbrück Institute for Molecular Medicine in Germany, noted, "People may say, 'So what — it's weird, but what has it to do with human pain?' I think that is wrong, unimaginative and short sighted."

Lewin noted that all vertebrate pain-receptor systems "are built in a highly similar way, so the mole rat may tell us how you can unbuild the system."

Help for people

Specifically, Park noted this research adds to existing knowledge about Substance P. "This is important specifically to the long-term, secondary-order inflammatory pain. It's the pain that can last for hours or days when you pull a muscle or have a surgical procedure," he explained.

As such, these findings might shed new light on chronic pain. Park said,

"We're learning which nerve fibers are important for which kinds of pain, so we'll be able to develop new strategies and targets."

Lewin added, "We really do not understand the molecular mechanism of acid sensing in humans, although it is thought to be pretty important in inflammatory pain. An animal that naturally lacks such a mechanism may help us identify what the mechanism actually is."

Park next plans to study distantly related animals that dwell in similar circumstances, such as the Mexican free-tailed bat and the Alaskan marmot, which both spend large amounts of time in high carbon dioxide caves or burrows. "How are they surviving down there? It'd be interesting if we saw some parallels there with the naked mole rats," Park said.

The scientists detailed their findings online Jan. 28 in the journal PLoS Biology.

Original Story: Strange Creature Immune to Pain

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